chapter 16 - overdue frustration

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1991
Denali

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Now that Phil knew he gave little to no attention to Jeff, which left all the guys confused as to what happened that night, especially Darrell. Someday they would figure it out, and the whole world would know. Me and Phil had been working on lyrics for the past weeks, finally figuring it out and getting an idea for how it's going to sound. Obviously it's going to be a mix of what Phil wants and what I want so it's both our styles.

I know that I've been told almost everyday by Phil not to worry about when the tours over but now we're almost there and I feel just as terrified with everything else as I am with this situation.

Would I go home to hate? What was the next step from there? Would me and Phil produce our song? As my mind left boggled with all these thoughts there was a tap on my shoulder. I hadn't even turned around yet when Phil latched his arm to my side.

"We need to talk, now." Jeff said looking at me.

"Fuck you" I said.

"So that's how it's gonna go? You're gonna fuckin cower away with Phil because he can protect you?"

"If you don't get the fuck out of here in the next ten seconds, you are dead." I said, giving him a look dead in the eyes.

"Who's gonna kill me? You or Phil?" He asked being cocky. I don't hesitate and I would never break my promise, if I had to beat the shit out of an immature man I'm doing it.

As the tension between all of us grew he just chuckled and turned his back. My fists clenched tightly as I watched the man roam freely around the room,

"Phil you pick 'em that's for sure"

"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked looking at him angrily.

"Means your fuckin crazy" he said smirking. He wasn't gonna be laughing when he's back on his ass.

"Alright" I said breathing in, and raised my fist to make connection with his face. He groaned in pain holding his already bruised and busted face, squinting his eyes as he laid there on the floor like the baby he is.

"Some advice for you, don't ever call me fucking crazy again."

"Or what?" He asked.

"keep playing cocky and see what happens" With that i stood up and looked at Phil, who was standing their with a smile. I noticed the guys and our manager also standing there with shocked faces and smiles, except for one. John looked at me confused and angry, wanting an answer as to what was going on.

"What the fuck happened?!" He asked, now yelling.

"Calm down-"

"No! You guys beat the shit out of him"

"I know that but-" I tried to speak but when I did John sighed, and raised his hand only to point his finger in my face.

"You know what, talk to me when you two idiots are finished being selfish and so in love that you totally fucking forget about everything else okay?!" He yelled.

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