{Renny's p.o.v}
Great second period over. Now I just have to go have lunch with Bella and Luke wearing a fake smile. I can't let them know I can't be so dependent on their protection. It's not fair to them. It's not. I have to wear the smile.
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As I walked in the house I hear Luke say tomatoes and I know immediately whats for lunch.
"Noooo" I scream at them and my forever hatred of tomatoes.
"Thanks your the best lets sit down and talk" Bella suggests to Luke as I grab plate of grilled cheese.
"Good idea Bells. Ren grab your food I made sure yours had tomato soup dripped on the bread" Luke said teasingly at me.
"Nooooo ewwwww shut up" I say pouting and flipping the birdy at both of them.
So far so good my fake smile was believable thats a first.
"Hey Ren" Luke said softly "I noticed you threw your stuff down when you came in are you okay?"
Crap. Crap. He noticed. He fricken noticed. Well I can't lie. Damn it. Okay where do I begin. I feel my cheeks heat and my eyes become moist and before I know it Bella's arm is around me and Luke is rubbing circles on my back.
******************************************************After thirty minuets of continuous satanic sobs I finally calmed down enough to speak. We moved to the couch in the tiny ass living-room and Luke threw blankets on all of us.
"He was in second period" my voice comes out shaky and weak. "His name is Hudson. We were in science. Not my strongest subject. H-h-h-e-e-e is ho-ho-homophobic and he new. He new I am pan. He pushed me out of my chair. No one helped me." my voice stuttering and cracking.
"Honey breathe. It's okay right now. We are here." Bella says trying to calm me down.
"Then I got called on during class. I tried my best to get it right I thought I had it but I was wrong. Every one laughed. I'm so stupid."
"No your not" Luke and Bella both say.
"Thanks guys" I say finally breathing correctly.
"Listen I know its hard to believe us when we say these thing especially when you feel like your being pitied but we are always here and we will always love you okay? Just know we aren't lying you are amazing, smart and super talented." Bella says soothingly and I believe her. I know she is just trying to keep me from developing her bad habits. But some how she says the right things and I feel better.
We stay curled up for several hours until Bella had her final class of the day and had to leave. Luke said he would stay with me until Bella came back and since we were both hungry we ordered Chinese. I got my plain white rice and Luke got some chicken vegetable dish. We thought about ordering Bella something and then realized she wouldn't eat it and it would just go to waste. When the food comes we eat in silence shoving our mouths. Green Day blasts through the speaker connected to my iPhone and we try to dance along mainly just causing mess with our food. This goes on for about a whole album and when the album finishes we play a new one.
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okay guys this was chapter two hope you enjoyed the next chapter is much longer and picks up the pace so please keep reading :) thanks love you all
*also i fully support gay marriage so don't think I was being offensive in any way
-bella xxo
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A Broken Blank
FanfictionBella is ready for a new start. She's ready to put herself out there and live. Leaving her bad habits and heart ache behind. She soon realizes it will not be as easy as she hopes. When constantly being reminded of what she wants to forget and fallin...
