Hello this is Sun 🌞 the author! Just to give you some early warnings, as this story contain angst, past traumas, anxiety disorders, panic attacks, depressive episodes, stress post-traumatic disorders, night terrors, past accident and traumas, gender dysphoria, self harm, unhealthy eating habits, slightly and not explicit smut, lovely, romantic, passionate moments in bed, soft and fluff smut and more.
I promise it has a happy ending with lots of healing, acceptance, comprehension and love.💜✨🐿️🌈🐈
This contains difficult topics about mental health, a past accident, partial memory loss, and visual impairment (as in color blindness), dysphoria, and more. Transmasculine character.
It's not medical accurate, although I investigated to make it as real as posible. So if anything of the mention below triggers you probably this story isn't for you!
It's a fictional story, not meant to trigger or hurt anyone. With my sincere feelings and love poured into this story, hope you enjoy it as much as I did writing it!!
Warnings: ⚠️🚨
This story is about a character (Yoongi) who suffered a major accident when he was a child, so he ends up with partial memory loss of that day. He loses the ability to see colors, becoming an Achromatic color blind person, Monochromatic color blindness or achromatopsia is the type of color blindness which makes the person who suffers it, to not be able to see colors at all, just black, white and shared of different grays.
Now, this character no longer remembers the colors, he loses his memory partially from that day and also he couldn't remember his accident or the time he spend at hospitals.
Apart from that this character (Yoongi) developed a stress post-traumatic disorder, that gaves him night terrors, and nightmares from the accident but without him being able to remember it. Suffering through his panic attacks.
He also suffered from bad eating habits, such as a bad relationship with food, which he uses as comfort, ending in him eating unhealthy food and amount pf foods, being unhealthy gaining weight, and feeling bad about his image, as he is a little chubby.
(Don't worry he would slowly learn to love himself and be healthy at the end!)
He suffered from anxiety and depressive episodes.
The other character Hoseok, had some secrets, he also suffered from mental illness such as depression, anxiety, body dysphoria, past traumas, and in the past self-harming.
Mention of a transmasculine character too. Soft smut.
Don't worry this has a happy ending. A journey of self discovery, learning to love oneself, adopting healthy habits, and healing. A journey full of love and comprehension is also filled with healing, self love and happiness.
Happy ending!!!! So if you want to discover what will happen to Yoongi and Hoseok please keep on reading!
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Again thanks to the talented artist
@night_wolf_dz
To whom I again commission my cover of this fic. She did and awesome work!! She surpassed all my expectations!! The result is awesome! So cute and beautiful I can even describe the joy this cover gave to me!!!
Please love her work, and follow her in her accounts!! She deserves a lot of love. And also if you are interested in commission her something don't doubt to ask her, she is awesome!!!
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