Too Many Mistakes (J.G) Book 2

Chapter 6

I was sitting at home watching Netflix in my room alone. I was finally at my house. The one I share with Nash.

Today I got a day off because I haven't been feeling well and I'm so busy. I had three days of photoshoots and another day of meetings. Then I had some work parties to go to which I hated.

The thing that sucks the most is that Nash isn't coming home for another few days. He got booked for one more event so he will be there for another three days.

Nash has hardly talked to me which is scaring me. When he did it was because he thought I was cheating on him. And later that day...I did.

Do I regret it? Yes I do. I love Sammy I really do but as a best friend. What I did was a huge mistake. I love Nash with all my heart and if he finds out then we will be over. I can't let that happen. He means the world to me.

I hope Nash doesn't get more upset with me because Jack and I have hung out a few times. Most were with groups but a couple were just us two. We have become decent friends. I just hope Nash doesn't get paranoid by our friendship.

Before we left to move down here I told Nash's mom that I wouldn't break his heart. I'd rather have mine broken by him. In this situation both of ours might be broken. His more than mine.

Since today was my day off I have more things to do tomorrow. I have a premier to go to tomorrow.

Yes it's a movie. The Age of Adeline. Blake Lively was going to be there and I've loved her forever. Gossip Girl was my favorite show ever.

In the middle of me watching Prison Break I felt like I could throw up. I quickly run to the bathroom and throw up in the toilet.

The stress has been getting to me. That's what Misty and Sandra tell me. After I throw up I sit back just in case another one comes along. That's when I see the box. I quickly grab it and look at it. Should I? I don't know. Might as well.

I run back to the bathroom and throw up again. The medicine did not work. I had work in 10 hours and I need my sleep while I'm feeling like this. I get up and walk to my bed and flop on it. Goodnight world.

When I wake up I felt better. Until I saw the news. It shattered me. I never wanted this to happen.

I fall to the floor and begin bawling. My whole life just stopped. I might not have one now.

This can't be happening to me. Me of all people? I never wanted him to get hurt. Now he is. Nash better be okay.

"Hey El." Misty says when I walk into my dressing room.
"Hey." I say and sit down on the chair. Sandra takes one look at me and gasps.
"You look terrible! What happened?" She asks with her Puerto Rican accent.
"I got no sleep. I've been throwing up a ton." I say to her as I take another sip of my Sprite.
"The stress is really getting to you. I'm so sorry." Sandra says and she comes over to brush my hair.
"Yea me too." I reply as I sit back and let Sandra work her wonders.

My hair was perfectly curled and pinned in certain spots and pulled to the side. My makeup was heavy, but it was a photoshoot after all. I had foundation, concealer, mascara, eyeliner, lipstick, and eyeshadow.

My eyes were dark as the eyeliner went along the top of my eye. The lashes were curled and long which opened my eyes more. The eyeliner I had on was dark and it looked really good. My lipstick was a medium red which complimented everything nicely.

"Today you're doing a quick shoot since you have that premiere to go to." Andrew tells me. I nod and get in position. I was wearing a black and red bandeau with black shorts. I was doing a photo shoot for some swim company. They weren't really much.