Too Many Mistakes (J.G) Book 2

Chapter 7

I sat on my bed and continue to stare at my phone. I was deciding if I should call Nate and tell him on what is happening. Jack probably already told him. Jack probably told everyone.

I decided on not to because the timing isn't good. I decided I should tell everyone at once so if I get screamed at someone might comfort me.

Yes I know it sounds so selfish of me to do that, but in this I need someone more than ever. I can't handle someone who just screams at me when I have something so difficult going on.

While I was contemplating the image on my phone it begins to ring, the song Lolly by Maejor Ali. I still never changed the ringtone.

"Hello?" I ask quietly.

"Hey Ella." He says. His voice sounds so different. It was saturated in sadness.

"Why'd you call?"

"I had to talk to you. I'm so sorry for yesterday. I was so upset and I didn't know why, but now I do." He states.

"Why were you so upset?" I ask full of curiosity.

"Because I don't want you to get hurt."

"Jack I wont." I say as I get up to grab something to drink.

"You can."

"I said I won't because Nash loves me. He won't leave me." I explain to him.

"Even if he found out the kid could be Sammy's?" He asks.

"If it is Sammy's then Nash won't care it will still be his child." I say getting a little mad.

"Okay." He says with a sigh. "When are you going to tell him? When are you going to tell anyone?" He asks me.

"When I think the time is right Jack. I'm done having this conversation with you." I say before I hang up the phone.

Jack really upset me so I was taking a bath at the moment. Nothing has really got me so upset before. When Jared ignored me that hurt me in many ways but this can hurt me more. I can loose my job, my house, my boyfriend. I could loose everything and that is so scary to think about.

The thing is that I haven't even told my mom. Jack is the only person to know and I'm upset about that. It slipped out when I was crying last night and he was scaring me. Jack has never scared me like that before. Nobody has except my dad, and he knows how much my dad has hurt and scared me.

The thing about Jack is that I can trust him with many things. That is probably why I tell him everything first. I hate how I do that. One day I'm going to tell him something that needs to be kept a secret and he's going to go tell everyone. Like me being pregnant, he can't tell anyone.

It's even worse with him being friends with Nate and Sammy because if either of them find out then my life is ruined. Nate would literally kill Sammy if he got me pregnant. He wouldn't care that they were pretty much brothers. I'm his little sister who is only 18. I don't need to be having kids at this age.

Yes, I want kids. The thought of being a mother must feel great. Just not at the age of 18. My mom had me when she was 25 and already had a good job with a husband who had a good job. My mom was good to have a family since she can take care of it. Me on the other hand can barely take care of my pets let alone myself. Frank and Lily aren't even here. Matt still has them from when I was arrested. I had to ask him to keep them until Nash got back.

When Nash gets back he's going to be around the house more since he doesn't have a day job like I do. He does get called in for photo shoots, but not as much since he's been traveling and is with me.

Ever since I really talked to Nash I've been happy. Now I don't feel the spark we use to have. Every time I would see his face on my phone or computer screen I would get butterflies in my stomach. Now I feel nothing. No emotion what so ever. I love him I really do. I just don't want this stupid phase to get in the way of that.

It was now 7:30. The sun was setting and the moon was coming up. Night was slowly coming and I still hadn't done anything besides take a bath.

I had to do this. I have to call Nate and tell him. My phone was sitting on the nightstand next to me as I reach over to grab it. I unlock my phone with the numbers 4-5-1-5. That's the day Jack and I started dating. April 5, 2015. I never bothered to change my password because I've had it for so long that I would forget what I changed it to.

"Hello?" The soft yet deep voice of my brother asks.

"Hey. Are you busy?" I ask him.

"No. What's up?" He asks.

"I-I'm in a little bit of trouble." I say gazing at my reflection in the mirror.

"What kind of trouble?" He asks with more volume in his voice indicating that he's now paying more attention to me.

"You can't tell anyone." I say making sure he hears me.

"I promise I won't." He says as I hear shuffling in the background.

"I-I'm pregnant." I say quietly. I hear nothing but breathing. "N-Nate?" I ask scared.

"Is Nash the father?" He asks me as I put him on speaker, and walk to the balcony doors of the bedroom.

"I-I'm not sure."

"How are you not sure? Ella Brooke Maloley who else could be the father?" He asks sternly. He never uses my full name. Only when he's extremely mad. In this case he was at that point.

"It could also be Sammy." I say my voice giving out on me.

"Sam! How dare he! I told him he was never to treat you-" Nate shouts and I hang up the phone. I can't handle being yelled at. Not right now.

As I turn around I see something that shatters my heart.

"Y-You're pregnant?" He asks. "And you had sex with Sammy?"

"I-it was a mistake." I say quickly walking over to him.

"Clearly I made the mistake for leaving. I was gone for only two weeks and I get cheated on. I thought you loved me." He says as his words come out covered in pain.

"I do. I never meant to do that with him. I was scared and vulnerable. I just got arrested then I never hear from you until you called me yelling at me." I explain.

"Why did I ever trust you? Get out! Get out of my damn house!"

"Nash please!" I say as tears fall from my already red eyes.

"Get out of here you dirty whore." He says with his teeth gritted. I quickly grab my phone and backpack I had packed in case this ever happened. I go to the front door and open it looking back at him.

"I'm sorry. I love you." I say as I close the door behind me.

Everything I ever had was gone. I have no friends, no boyfriend, no house, nothing. Nate hates me because of everything. I should have seen this coming. The only thing I have to worry about now is where I am currently going.