Rainfalls Dandelions [Love With Exceptions]

Chapter 15 Kai

Kai's Pov

When she said yes, I was the happiest person in this world. But it didn't carry out much longer. Cause I knew that it was not true. It's just a big lie. Even if it was a lie it felt so good.

I hugged her as if I might die tomorrow. And didn't want to let her go. I felt my eyes slowly tearing. I didn't know why.

I held her so long that I didn't even realise for how long. I hope that time stopped at this moment. So I can live in this moment forever.

"Love you," I said tightening my grip on her. Then let her go.

She looked at me as if she knew Im not acting out but feeling this moment for real. Her eyes held a sign to not keep my hopes up or something. For a good reason, I hated that look in her eyes.

I looked away and bowed to people who were surrounding us for then to show my respect for them. As I bowed they started to leave us slowly. When it was only me and her left I felt nervous that she might tell something to make me realise the truth behind our actions.

"This is all an act it's just to grab the attention not real". So I tried to leave her then she can not tell me something like that.

But she grabbed my hand and didn't tell me a single word. Like she understood my feelings.

" let's go," I said while looking down. Maybe I was scared that I might end up crying.

"Hm," She slightly smiled at me.

We didn't talk to each other until we get to her place. We walked stairs and I stopped before her door without entering the room.

"Come in Kai," she said.

"No, I better leave now," I said nervously. Even though I said I want to leave I deeply hoped she to ask me to stay. At least for a few minutes.

"Hey, it's the first time you visit here so just come in." She said like she heard my heart.

We always shared that exact mindset in which we clearly understood each other s thoughts and actions. That is the best thing I like about Eve.

That feeling when you feel like no one is just don't understand you well and then you met someone who shares the same mindset as you. It feels like I found my soul mate or something. Or maybe did I?

"Ah... Is that okay, ?" I asked her again before entering.

"Ah what it's not like this is the first time you enter into my room. Why are you so nervous today?" She asked me putting her bags on the floor.

"Hey come in sit down. What shall we drink? Coffee, beer, milk?" She tried to comfort me as much as possible.

But I didn't feel like I have been to her room countless times before. I felt like she is someone I just met and build a connection between us within minutes. Why did I feel like that?

I walked into her room and put down the bags I carried. And sat on the couch looking around her room.

She had so many paintings hanging on the wall even racked around corners. Among them more than half of them there were three people drawn.

"Is that us? I asked pointing out some of them.

" I don't know I just drew what I felt like doing," she said walking to me and sitting.

"Nice place," I said.

"Why do you sound like a stranger? I just don't like it. Feel free it's my room. We can be whoever we want. Nobody is judging us or looking at us." She said.