Our Love, Aurora

Am I being Naive?

Aurora

Im laying in my bed, I cant sleep

Am I kinda scared? Yes but not enough to drive me away, Im just scared of what is to come

Am I being stupid for trusting them to easily?probably, but until they give me a valid reason as to why I shouldn't, Im gonna go with what I'm feeling inside

Also I thought it was weird to find them all so... yummy, but I guess they feel the same way, I know it isnt normal to be this way but who wants to be normal thats boring, I haven't lived much and I know this is jumping into something I know nothing about but still

I dont know what to say about them telling me they all... like me, listen I have zero experience with boys much less these strong men, who have been here for who knows how long, I bet they have needs that I cant fulfill, And I don't really want to tell them how I feel If I'm not gonna meet or exceed their expectations, the overwhelming part isn't even them telling me they literally suck blood and are extremely old, Its the part where we feel the same way but I know Im not what they want, they need someone better, someone with less baggage.

Im definitely making this a bigger deal than what it is but I really don't know what to do, I sit up and wipe my hair away from my face, I look at the clock 3:45am, I let out a sigh and throw my legs over the bed and hopping off, I quietly open the door and take a few steps down the stairs, "Aurora?" I hear D call from the bottom of the stairs "hey sweetheart why aren't you sleeping?" He asks opening his arms up to me, I wrap my arms around his waist and he hugs me back "you okay?" I nod my head against his chest,he rubs my back up and down

"Cmon lets go to the couch" he leads me towards the living room, he takes a seat and I stay standing up "cmon sweetheart sit on my lap, I don't bite" he says a smirk on his face "unless you want me to"

I blush and move to get on his lap, I move my legs on either side of him, and hug him tightly "tell me whats wrong sweetheart" He continues to rub my back, my head resting on his shoulder

"I don't want to like.." I take a deep breath "disappoint you, Im not what you guys need" I say looking up at him slightly

He lets out a deep breath "baby we want you, You. No one else, so let us have you" he speaks softly to me, trying to get me to understand

"But what if you guys realize I'm not what you guys thought, then Ill be hurt" I say tears prickling my eyes

"Sweetheart we wont leave you if thats what you're worried about" D tells me lifting my face so I can look at him, "okay? We want you and you only" he tells me again as if trying to get it through my head

He wiped the tears that I didn't even know fell off my face and a smile graces my face at the gesture

I rest my head back on his shoulder, and close my eyes

The sleep I've been longing for finally comes.

"Princess wake up" soft tapping on my face is what wakes me this morning "if you wake her up I will snap your neck" I hear D say, I scrunch my face up to make him stop and he does, I squint when I open my eyes, and look around, Im still on top of D and at that I blush

"You dumb bitch" D grits out, I let out a soft laugh at that, my voice sounding gross since I just woke up

"Sorry sweetheart I told him not to" I shake my head "its okay Its about time I woke up anyways" I say swatting Alex's persistent hand away

"Wakey wakey eggs and bakey" Alex says
my eyes adjust the the light, and I look at Alex's messed up hair, "what were you doing?" I ask and point at his head "doing backflips on my bed"