Our Love, Aurora

Feelings

Aurora

I sit up in my bed, hugging my knees to my chest. God I'm really risking my life for these men but why wouldn't I?

They took me in when I had no one, when I was at my lowest, they saw what I went through and helped me through it

Dimitri showed me he cared, made me understand that I matter

Zane fed me clothed me and gave me all I needed to be taken care of including a roof over my head

Alex taught me what it's like to be free and myself, how to not hold back and let me fears hold me back

Most of all they've taught me how to love, love?
love has always been a strong word, my parents, they never told me they loved me and if they did I certainly don't remember

I don't know what love feels like but as if Im so close to it with these men, I feel like it Would be something like this but more

It would be me looking at up at Zane and seeing his sparkling eyes looking at me while Im absolutely demolishing a burger Dimitri made me

It would be Dimitri's little touches of kindness pulling me back down from my head

It would be Alex's smile while he laughs at his own jokes making my heart flutter a certain way

All of their acts of kindness making me feel so loved

They taught me how to love myself. Nothing in this world compares to their love or what I feel for them.

I could only dream they feel the same way, but they haven't known me for that long and I bet they have many women to compare me too after all the years they have lived

Not that I would voice any of this, Because I would absolutely never

But I know what I feel for them and thats enough for me.

"Princess?" His voice going through under the door snaps me out of my thoughts, whats on earth is his doing?

I stand up opening up my door and there he is his face on the floor so he could speak through the bottom of my door making a big smile form on my face at his antics

"What are you doing?" I say letting out a laugh when he stands up faster than I can blink

"Great question butttt Zane wants you in his office and I'm here to escort my beautiful girlfriend to him" he says bowing his head and sticking his arm out for me to grab

I laugh pushing my annoying hair out of my face, I grab his arm and he looks up smirking in a mischievous way

Oh no

"Hold on tight"

"Wha-" He runs off and Im on the verge of flying off when he stops abruptly holding on to me so I don't fall to my death

"We are here" he says bowing as if he didn't almost give me whiplash but still a smile graces my face and I ruffle his hair before walking into the office

I open the big wooden double doors seeing Zane sitting down swamped with paper work all around him.

He looks up as soon as I enter giving me a big smile both of his beautiful dimples showing along with his perfect teeth

"Hi sweetheart" he says motioning me to come over to him and I do as told wanting to be close to him, I go around his desk and pushes his chair back,tapping his thigh

And just like that I sit on his lap straddling him, I wrap my arms around him stuffing my face in his neck and taking a big inhale loving his manly scent.