vada
it's been 4 days since i've last seen ashtray, and 4 days that i have been throughly miserable.
everytime im apart from this boy i feel like i'm leaving something behind, and i'm not sure what it is.
it's scaring me, but only because i've never felt such feelings before for another person, like do i like him or not?
do i like how he gently finds a way to be close to me or not?
do i like how protective he is over me or not?
i feel like i've been distancing myself from him ever since that night. that night makes me feel so happy but also cautious because if he doesn't feel the same, this could totally go wrong and i make a complete fool of myself.
i'm so love-blind because i've never experienced it beforehand. i've never really experienced love before because i've never had the greatest influence in my life.
i never really think love is made for me because it wasn't cut out for my parents. but i need to make myself understand that just because my parents didn't work out doesn't mean that we won't work out. right?
a/n
y'all are NOT prepared on what
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Romanceit all started with an instagram post.. vada bennett has her days, hell, even her weeks, but her feelings could never change for one person, even if it's involved with the law. OR... ashtray has never felt these sorts of feelings before.. so why sho...
