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ohhhkayyyyy

vada

i turn around the corner to ashtrays place and knock on the door. he's the one who told me to stop by, so i'm guessing he meant his place.

the front door opens with a sleepy looking ashtray behind it. "did you just wake up." i scrunch my eyebrows a little. my hands are sitting behind my back.

"nah. just tired is all." he rubs his eyes while opening the screen door open, inviting me in.

i walk in with my hands still behind my back. "you got something behind you?" he questioned, closing the door. i pull my hands from behind my back and wipe them on my shirt by instinct. "oh, no. what do you wanna do." i cross my arms on my chest and lean back against the wall.

"honestly, i jus wanna lie down with you." he mumbled. "maybe watch a movie or somethin."

ohhhkayyyyy

i follower him to his room and he closed the door behind us. i take off my coat and shoes and sit on his bed, while he basically jumps on it. "what kind of movie?" i ask, turning to look at him. he just hands me the remote.

i click on disney+ and go to corpse bride. you can never go wrong with tim burton. am i right? i scoot back and lean against his headboard, making space between us. i start the movie, and there's no glares on the tv because the room is really dim.

"whatchu doin ma?" he raises his head, looking at me. "sitting?" i have confusion in my voice. what the hell am i supposed to do?

"i'm not gonna bite. come closer." he groaned. i raise my eyebrows at the very subtle confidence. i also do an internal shoulder shrug and move closer, but he eventually brings his arm over and moves me as close to him as he can with ease. it was like i weighed like a feather honestly. at this point i was laying down.

he then laid his head on my thighs and brought the blanket over us. my body suddenly felt hot to the touch. i couldn't move. all i could do was sit there and watch the movie.

my hand eventually found its way to his head and started roaming through the little hair he had on his head. it was like simultaneously he started tracing figure 8's above my knee like he's done it before. it eventually stopped after like 5 minutes and i think he fell asleep, or i did. i'm not so sure anymore.

a/n
i'm so tired.