I hate him // Minsung [Eng]

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Lee Know p.o.v.

I hate him.

I really can't stand his face, his expressions, his presence. He seems to play the silly and cute boy, but he isn't neither. Or, at least, he is not cute at all.

I'm watching him, speaking in English about our new album, joking about the title. He is so freaking annoying. He screams all the time, he wants to be at the center of everything. He thinks he is a genius, an all rounded.

Hell, keep yourself on this Earth, man!

I really don't give a fuck about what he is saying in this moment and I don't speak English so much, so I am just sitting behind the members, in silence, asking myself how come STAYs could even just think that something like "Minsung" exists.

First of all I'm not gay, but that's not the issue: the fact is that I could never love someone like him. We debuted one year ago and the more I know him, the more I can't stand him.

The problem is that we are both good actors and that STAYs really like shipping us. So the staff keeps asking us to be all lovely dovely in front of the camera. We have to make some "fan service" to let fans think about us as a real couple.

And the worst part is that he seems to be fine with this, he doesn't seem to hate me at all.

I detest this whole situation.

Chan is now telling something about our World Tour with his strong Australian accent, but I really can't focus on his words. I just want this stupid interview to finish soon.

Han is laughing loudly about something, his brown hair moves a lot. He hasn't even looked at me once today. It's okay for me and I think that's probably related to what I told him yesterday.

«I can't stand you.» I hissed, during our lunch time. 

We were eating something in the dance hall, resting before resuming rehearsals. I was upset because I had a severe headache and he was just screaming and joking around.

He watched me with those big squirrel eyes and for a moment he seemed hurt by my words. Then he shrugged and sent me a kiss with a wink, going back to the joke mode.

I got up from the sofa and walked away, mumbling «Fuck off, Han».

I had been a little tough, maybe. But he really let me hate him so easily.

I look at him again, he seems to enjoy the interview. We are the opposite, you know. I'm quite, peaceful, tidy and precise and he is noisy, loud, messy and careless.

I feel a hand on my thigh and I look up. Felix is smiling at me, maybe he got that I am upset. I try to smile back but something more like a grimace comes out.

«We are Stray Kids, thanks for watching!» Chan is closing the interview and I feel relieved.

The cameras turn off and I get out of the studio as soon as possible. I reach the dressing room and collect my things. I wanna come back to the dormitory, I'm annoyed and I also didn't sleep well tonight.

«Are you okay?» Chan is the first one to reach me in the room.

«Sure» I say calmly.

He looks at me, not convinced, and frowns.

He really is a great leader, a great hyung and he knows me well, but sometimes I wish he were less careful about me. When I have a bad day, I rather handle it on my own.

In addition, what could I tell him? That I hate a member? Chan is always trying to make "his Kids" get along, as if we were a family. He doesn't deserve to think that his efforts are unsuccessful.

«I want to go home to sleep a bit» I explain.

«No problem, today we don't have other things to do.» he said kindly.

I nod and I walk to the door to take my way home, not waiting for the other members that, as usually, are thanking the staff and taking some photos before leaving.

When I'm finally quitting the dressing room, Han suddenly appears in front of me and we almost collide. He looks at me, with fearful eyes.

What the hell does this expression mean? Is he afraid of you?

You don't care, Lee Know, I tell myself.

I pass him without saying a word and exit the building. I breathe deeply in the fresh air of March.

Finally, silence. 

Or, at least, not his annoying voice.

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