Lee Know p.o.v.
I'm back to the dormitory. I live with Jeongin, Felix and Seungmin now and they are so quiet. I am really happy to not live with Han, Hyunjin told me he is so messy and untidy. No surprise.
I go to my room and I throw myself on the bed to read something and relax. I'm about to fall asleep when I hear Seungmin speaking at the phone. He has a strange tone so I open up my ears.
«What? Crying? Why?»
His voice seems concern. Who is talking with? Who is talking about?
«Can I do something, Bin?» he says.
So, he is speaking with Changbin. Is Chan crying? It has never happened before but with all the stress he endures I wouldn't be surprised if he had a mental break down.
«Pass the phone, let me speak to him.» Seungmin keeps speaking with kind voice.
«Ehi, Ji, what happened? Tell us, please.»
Ji? Is Han crying?
For just a second I feel guilty, as he could cry because of what I said before.
No way. He usually doesn't give a fuck of what I tell about him. That selfish guy is surely crying about something stupid like his shoes collection.
«Okay, please talk to Changbin at least. Promise me.»
I feel strange. Everybody is concern about him, trying to cheer him up, and I don't even mind if he cries. And I am his hyung, after all.
Should I behave? Should I care about him?
I'm confused. But I don't wanna think about that so much, so I just put my earphone and let's some music start until I fall asleep.
«Lee Know?»
Someone is calling me, without honorifics. It's okay, I think, we are a group after all.
«Lee Know, we should talk.»
I recognize the Changbin's voice. What is he doing in our dormitory? It's probably late...
I open my eyes and watch at him:
«About what?» I ask, clearing my throat and rubbing my sleepy face.
«Do you know why Han have cried his eyes out all the afternoon?» he seems to accuse me with his tone.
«No, I don't.» I simply blurt.
«Oh, really?» he seems upset now, «Then explain me what the how can he be an idol thing is.»
I fall silent, I don't know what to say. I know I was rude but it's just what I think. He does not have the right attitude, he is not serious enough for this career, he takes everything as a game and he even forgets the lyrics written by himself.
«Nothing to say?» Changbin presses, distracting me from my thoughts.
I stay silent.
«Okay, Minho, let me tell you this. I dunno why you two don't get along, but you are our hyung, so please fix this situation. I really don't want to see him like that again.»
I nod, but I could just think about how bad could be Han's condition to make Changbin tell me these kind of things. I've never seen him angry before.
«Is he okay now?» I ask, trying to seem kind.
«He got two panic attacks. He is definitely not okay. You should go apologize.»
I know he is right. I really didn't think to cause him all this trouble. Or this is what I want to tell myself.
I take my phone and digit:
"I'm sorry, I was rude. I will be more mindful from now on."
I show the message to Changbin and sent it right away.
He watches me pissed off and leaves me alone.
It's strange. All the members seems to think that Han is just kind and fragile, but he is not! He is full of himself, he always takes jokes about others...
Why am I the only villan here?
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