I hate him // Minsung [Eng]

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Han Jisung p.o.v.

We are waiting for our exhibition at Weekly idol, a famous Korean YouTube program, and I'm fucking nervous.

The makeup artist is trying to retouch my makeup, but I can't stay still. My legs are shaking, even if I'm sitting on a chair, and I'm scratching my neck too much. It will turn red if I don't stop.

I perceive an hand on my thigh and I look up, crossing Lee Know's dark eyes.

He doesn't tell a word, he just smile kindly.

It seems that he is here, for me, and that his eyes are trying to remember me something important: you have always done good, Han, so you should not be too much worried.

I nod at his silent message and I calm down a bit. It's almost creepy how he manages to calm me down so quickly, it almost bothers me: why does he have all this influence over me?

«Guys, a lot of fan service today too, okay?»

I freeze, turning to the staff. They are remembering us that we are supposed to seem a couple for STAYs. We are something like friends, now, but it will be odd, no matter what. I think he really wouldn't like this kind of thing with me anyway, so I become tense as hell.

I watch him under my eyelashes, he just nods at the staff, without saying any word.

The show starts. The first part of the program is full of questions and I try to keep it cool when they ask us "Who you spent your free time with the most?"

I immediately point at Lee know and he points at me at the same time. It's not true, obviously, I hang out more with Jeongin and Felix or Changbin, but that's our Fan Service.

The MC asks us "Who is the most talented?" and Lee know immediately points at me again. I try not to blush in front of the camera. And that's hard, I swear.

«Oh, Lee Know is sure about his answer! Why did you choose Han?»

«He is our all rounded» he simply says. He's acting really good today.

I don't understand the smile Changbin gives me and I murmur a «Thank you so much».

Shit, I'm getting shy.

«Aww, Han is blushing! So cute!» the MC laughs. 

Ash, now I would like to disappear into the floor. But it's okay, the scene will be cute for our STAYs.

After the interview we have to dance, playing the "Random play dance" game. One of our song will start from the middle and we should immediately perform the right choreography.

We had already played at this game months ago, but we lost. This time we seem to be good at it, but obviously I make a mistake.

I automatically watch Lee Know, trying to understand if he is disappointed. He doesn't look at me at all, but he seems annoyed.

Fuck.

The second tentative went good. But this time it was him, LeeFuckingDanceKingKnow, who made a mistake. And I swear, this is the first time he has missed a dance step.

Did he make it on purpose? For me?

Don't be silly, Han, he would never.

We finished to record this long show, we danced our new Title track and, fortunately, I did it well.

«Did you see? You learn the new choreo well» he tells me, while we are going to change, and I don't understand if it's a compliment to me as a student or to him as a teacher.