stuck with him

23. chapter

It was already dark outside and I was laying in my bed, still kinda sad that I couldn't go on the date with Nate.

Luckily, Nate wasn't mad at all.

I spent the rest of the day on doing my homework and some studying.

I felt my eyes getting heavier, when I heard a knock on my window.

Suddenly I was wide awake. I got really excited, because I already expected that it was gonna be Nate.

I walked to my window when I suddenly saw... nothing.

No Nate?

It probably must've been a bird or something.

I'm actually going to lose my mind. I just really wanna see him.

I could sneak out or sneak him in, but I would feel bad to betray my mom like that.

I went back to bed. I mean, I maybe can't see him, but I could still hear him.

I decided to call him.

* beep *
* beep *

Then it stopped.

He declined me? I mean it's not that big of a deal, but it's still weird.

Is he talking to somebody else? Or is he mad? Maybe he is annoyed by me?

Did I do something wrong?

I could call Angela, but I really don't want to talk to her.

Lately I just feel really lonely. It feels like I don't have anyone other than Nate.

I really don't want to lose him.

Isn't it funny, that a few weeks ago I was still convinced that I would hate him?

I thought about him for a while, when suddenly I fell asleep.

God, I'm really obsessed with him.

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