Finding Trust and Honesty (bxb)

Chapter 46*

Caesar's POV

Looking down at him now I couldn't imagine how he couldn't see how dangerously gorgeous he looked with his demon out. Eyes that were usually so dark I saw myself reflected in them were tinged a deep purple, dazed and hungry with lust. Pairs of dark grey horns ran along the sides of his skull, nestled in his fiery red hair, just above pointed ears that went in the same direction. His parted red lips showed me a glimpse of his needle-like canine teeth as he gasped in pleasure and let out breathless moans.

Black claws dug into the concrete floor beneath us as he arched against me, the warm and smooth length of his tail brushing over my back in a sensual caress, the deadly tip grazing my skin and making the muscles of my back tremble with each brush, the feeling akin to a knife grazing over your skin but not quite breaking it.

His scent was so unbelievably sweet and I could taste it on my tongue, slightly smoky with a mouth-watering sharpness. My teeth longed to sink into the flesh of his neck, mark this bewitching creature that had found its way under me, and claim it as mine for all eternity.

He was still Nikolas, my wonderful mate, my love, my heart, a beautiful being I didn't think I deserved, I felt blessed just knowing him, but the fact he was mine... had made it so he could only ever feed from me, loved me unconditionally no matter what mistake I made and accepted me as I was. My heart felt like it was made of glass and so full that it was on the brink of shattering. It might have already shattered and the jagged edges of my shattered heart dug into my chest, cutting into my lungs and making it hard to breathe as his love flowed into my veins like the sweetest poison.

Being inside him felt as good if not better than when he was in season. His sap made him so warm, soft and slick inside, he was my honeypot and I was incredibly addicted to his sweet nectar.

I almost couldn't believe that he'd make such sweet sap just for me, from now until forever.

Just watching him coming apart beneath me, with each press of my hips I stroked that special spot inside him that only I'd ever touched. The fact that I could make his legs tremble, make his head fall back, his whole body arch towards my touch, cause such sounds to come from parted his lips that gasped out shuddering breaths, make him dig his sharp talons deep into the concrete floor whilst he stared up at me with a mix of hunger, lust, pleasure and so much love I struggled to meet his gaze, felt like I'd break down in tears from the warmth in his eyes, the devotion, the trust in them, the way they said 'I belong to you'.

"Nikolas." I gasped out, pleasure making my voice low and raspy, his answering moan making me shudder against him and bringing me ever closer to what I know will be an earth-shattering orgasm.

My bottom lip brushed the corner of his mouth as I struggled for my own breath, but my thrusts never faltered, slotted in the cradle of his hips, my thighs straining but the pain was sweet torture, the unforgiving concrete floor digging into my knees, the stray grains of sand from the arena like shards of glass, but it worth the sweet rapture of joining with my mate, the sheer pleasure dulled any discomfort until I barely noticed it.

I felt his claws graze over my back, hands longing for something to grasp onto as he got close to his end and I growled when he chose my arse, pressing me into him harder until his body jolted with each collision of our bodies. "If you turn my arse into a pin cushion I'll make you cum so hard you scream," I growled in warning, and he met my gaze, his demon grinning mischievously and I gasped as sharp talons carefully pinched my skin.

"You make that sound like it's a bad thing." he purred with a flicker of challenge in his violet eyes and I huffed against his lips.

"I would threaten to give you a spanking but you'd probably like it," I grunted out, my cock starting to throb inside him.