The light to my darkness is fully dedicated to my heavenly; Mrs. Sanae Amrani. I met her on October 1st, 2021 at 10:30 a.m. I had the best time of my life when she was around. Then, on December 3rd, 2021 at about 11:45 a.m. she left high school and headed towards a new chapter of her life as a university professor. We kept texting every day for months. Texting her has become my strange addiction. I grew so attached to her as time passed. I started loving her more and more since the day I met her.
Rosangela is a teenager who platonically falls in love with her teacher. Well, that's exactly what happened to me. Rose and I have so much in common. Even though I've never been through the abuse she went through, I relate to her. She was a young girl lost in the wide cruel world. She fought harder and harder every day. She got stronger and stronger every day.
When I was half way into writing this book, I was trying to figure out what was wrong with her; what made her sad and melancholic. Then, I got inspired by a very dear friend of mine, who went through forms of abuse as a kid; Maxx Nies. She's a singer/songwriter who used her pain to write incredible songs. She's one of the best people I've ever met. She's so loving and caring. She always tries to help everyone around her. She's joyful and cheerful. Whenever I think I'll be stuck in a dark place for the rest of my life, I remember how she found the light at the end of the tunnel. She's my biggest inspiration. She's a true role model.
When I decided to talk about the abuse, I wanted to show people that no matter what you go through, you can always find a way to change. No pain or sadness will stay forever. Nothing lasts forever.
Rosangela found her way thanks to Heavenly. Just like I found mine thanks to my favorite person. I felt every feeling Rose tried describing. It was pretty hard to try to express my feelings and make them clear. Every time I saw her, I had this weird feeling; like something was tickling me. Whenever she smiled at me, I felt like the world has finally smiled at me. Whenever she was around, my soul felt alive. She once told me "No one loves me better than you do", and since that day, all I've been doing is: loving her more than anyone could possibly imagine.
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The light to my darkness
SonstigesRosangela, a teenager struggling with severe depression and anxiety issues finally starts to get better with the help of the person who changed her life overnight; mrs heavenly m, who is also her English teacher. (Made out of real life events)
