What is friendship if people just pass you by?
I know I can't ask 'you' because I'm not sure if I am one you can call a friend.
I thought time and distance just separated us, and I completely understood the challenge.
Yet you made me feel that nothing would change.
Did I bore you? Did I do something to make you feel I'm out of reach?
Physical distance is tolerable, but emotional distance is different.
Why am I looking out for you, even if I know you're not looking after me?
There are times that I remember you and the conversations we had way back when we're close.
I almost treat you like a sibling, I thought I could totally get you, as you understood me.
Our difference and invalidated emotions, I guess it really didn't matter.
Maybe you're just fed up with me, I'm not so sure anymore.
What is the connection if you're totally disconnected from me?
Everytime I hear your name, I don't know why it pains me,
It pains me because I know I miss you, but I can't tell you because we drifted.
And writing you a poem is the only thing I could do for now.
YOU ARE READING
Under the Stars I Write
Poetry[A COLLECTION OF RANDOMNESS AND POETRY] "Under the stars I write, Under the moon so bright. In the darkness of my heart, I hold on to the light. Thoughts in my head written in paper and pen. Voiceless words composed of memories by fate." - Hanna...
