𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜 ♡ (complete)

Zander's birthday 💜

one shot for zander's bday!

Zander's pov

Today seemed different. It felt weird. Like everyone I knew was ignoring me. I felt isolated to say the least.

I mean, today was my birthday, so shouldn't they care? Or at least say happy birthday? They probably just forgot. Well, I don't blame them, I'm not fucking special.

My eyes seemed to wander, I saw the music club door Infront of me. I cautiously held the handle loosely and turned it. But it stopped. It was locked I presume. But why?

I smushed my face up against the glass and I saw some auburny colored hair in the corner of the room. It could only be one person. Luke.

But what was he doing in there? Why was he locking me out? I called to him,

"Hey, Luke!" I knocked harshly on the door so he could hear me, "Open the door!" I cried.

His yellow eyes seemed to freeze at the sighting of me. Was he afraid of me or something? Did I do something to upset him? I called again,

"Luke?"

He just looked at me before going back to whatever he was doing in there. I was so confused. And upset. I fumbled with the handle a little while longer but it was no use. I sighed, giving up.

I turned around, about to walk away before the door opened. Oh finally, Luke's letting me in. I thought.

But no. I turned around and it was Sean. He had closed the door behind him, and now he was looking at me. He was in there too? Oh god what do I say?

"Hi Sean." I uttered, "What's going on in there?" I asked.

He looked at me in a sort of strange manner. I couldn't tell what he was thinking or feeling.

"Nothing much." He chuckled. Oh phew, he wasn't mad at me.

I cocked a brow, "So, why's the door locked?" I pursed my lips and put a hand on my hip, waiting for his foolish reply.

He had begun to sweat. I knew it. Everyone in the selfish, cruel world hated me. I mean, I dont blame them, I'm not very a likable character in their lives anyway.

Sena paused, as if he was trying to come up with some sort of lie to tell. I was on to him. He couldn't hide it for long.

"We're looking for something..." Were his exact words. Looking? Looking for what?

I asked him, "Looking for what?" I gave a sly look, and he knew I knew something wasn't even.

His hands began to flicker, he fiddled with them like he did when he was nervous. I know we're not extremely close or anything, but I knew him. I knew this action was a performance of anxiety.

I stared. He gulped, taking a glance back into the room. "Look, Zander I can't say."

Oh finally he admits it. Something was wrong with me! I knew nobody liked me.

I cackled, "Oh ho ho, I knew it. Sean, I fucking knew it." More of my menacing sounding laughter escaped and I gave a deep inhale.

"Well you know what, Sean? I couldn't give a fuck." I tossed my bangs away from my face. "Have fun with your little, 'I hate Zander' party in there, would ya?"

Sean's eyes saddened, his mouth dropped down, "...What?" His voice was barely a whisper.

I decided not to look at him. I mean, I know he didn't do anything wrong , but I didn't wanna look. But then I heard a different voice. "Zander?" One that sounded so much more comforting, calming and familiar. 

My head, as if by instinct, turned around. I was met with my boyfriend. I looked at him with little emotion in my face. Sean smiled. Oh now he's smiling?

Luke gave me the most ridiculously sweet smile he could give. Fuck why does he do this to me in the worst of situations? I subconsciously smiled. Fuck no Zander! Don't smile.

Luke giggled. Oh no not his cute as fuck laughter now too. "Sweetie." He chuckled, "Guess what?"

My face was bland. "Dunno." I shrugged, his expression dropped.

"Oh come on sweetie! Cheer up!" He put his hands together, and then took one of mine in his own.

He dragged me into the music club room and what I saw next made me want to fucking cry.

They all cheered. "Happy birthday, Zander!" Jake, Hailey, Milly, Sean.

Luke didn't say it though. So I don't think he forgives me for something I don't remember doing.

But anyways, they said it. They remembered. I put a hand on my heart. Look, I don't wanna get all sappy, but this made me utterly speachless and want to bawl. In a good way.

The room was decorated with banners, streamers, balloons you name it. And the massive banner in the he middle read 'Happy birthday grape lord!' I choked.

Then something happened. Luke swept me off my feet and held me in his arms. I blushed dark red, the fuck? "Happy birthday honey!" He cheered. And that's when I started crying.

But I think he took it the wrong way.

"Zander?" His deep voice full of concern in contrast to moments before.

I slightly giggled, "You guys." I sputtered. God I'm such a baby.

Luke then got the idea that I wasn't upset and he then did something so stupidly silly. Yet stupidly sweet at the same time.

He kissed me.

And no, it want just one of his regular kisses, he full on kissed me. It was full of passion and sweet as fuck. Damn he's such a good kisser.

And for once, Milly didn't comment on it. Thank god.

After we pulled away, Baring in mind I'm still in his strong arms, he whispered me happy birthday once again. He remembered.

He remembered.

"I love you guys." I blushed. I don't think I've ever said that before.

"Awe even me, Zandy?" Jake gave a stupid smug grin. I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah sure. Even you, ya fucking simp."

Now I was actually happy. Happiest. They remembered and that means a lot to me. For some reason.

Then Luke pulled me aside, now what did he have in store?

"Baby?" His voice was so quiet.

"Mhm?" I hummed back as a lazy response.

"I love you."

Those three words made my heart flutter with absolute pure joy. My stomach felt queasy.

I blushed, and stuttered, "I-I love you too."

He smiled, and kissed me again, though short, it was the sweetest.

"Happy birthday, my love."

Happy bday my lil grape head. Well it's actually tomorrow but I couldn't wait to post this.

Until next time cya