𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐌𝐒 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃

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i don't want to want you
because wanting you
only results in misery
but your smiles and compliments are all i can see

wanting you means waiting
waiting on a text
a smile
a compliment
a confession

a confession i know won't come
because all you do is close your eyes whenever i show my feelings
driving me to the brink of insanity
my lips part but words don't spill from them

wanting you means having my heart squeezed to death
i survive on the crumbs you feed me
those slivers of hope keep me naive
but make me sleep better at night

all i see sometimes is the other girl calling you
wanting your attention the way i do
missed calls and unanswered texts
i wonder if that's waiting on me once i do decide to say something

will your laughter haunt me?
will my phone miss your calls?
will the pain ever stop?
fuck, where are you?