Daydream - CamiloxReader

Hate me, Love me

I locked the door behind us. Mirabel was still staring at me.

- What?

- When did you realize it?

- A few days ago...

- God, it took you so long! But how-

- I guess I was too jealous for it to be friendship... Also Luna and Mami forced me to have "the" talk

- You mean how to use protection?

- What no-

- Then what?

- Just how love feels

- Cause you didn't know?

- I never fell in love before

- So he'll be your first and last time?

- I won't marry him Mira...

- Why not?

- In order to fix this whole situation I had to promise your abuela that I won't talk to him again, out of official event and shit

- What..? But that's unfair, we can't let that happen, we have to do something about it!

- And what would I do? Mess our families relationships again? You saw how everything went, all that because of me. I'm not here to destroy my family Mira. We spent our whole lives without friends. I can't take it away from them now that we're here, can I?

- That won't destroy anything- Why don't you think about yourself more?

- Because I can't Mira. I'm the one that holds everything together, if I dare to think about myself what I worked for all these years would be vain.

All the tears I held came out. I wish I could control it. I hate crying in front of other people. Mirabel didn't say anything, she just hugged me while I was finally letting it out. I cried in front of two Madrigal now, the thought gives me a little smile that I quickly lost.

- Do you want me to use my gift... Maybe you'll feel better afterward...

- No... Don't take it personally but I would rather heal alone...

- If you change your mind I'm here okay? And even if you don't, you can still talk to me

- Thank you Mirabel...

- It's no big deal! I'm not sure going out now is a good idea though...

- Yeah, I'd rather stay home

- How about we paint something we like?

- Okay...

I wiped away the tears on my face and got my painting material out.

Camilo's pov :

I'm stuck with Sofia again. I swear if I stay here any longer I'll snap. I need to escape, right now. I can't leave Y/N without any explanation. She probably thinks I went crazy... She must be so mad right too. I gave up on her after all. God, why did I listen to Abuela? I fucked it all up.

Sofia took me away from my thoughts.

- Cami! Why don't you listen to me...? she pouts

- I don't know Sofia, why don't you stop using this stupid nickname like I asked you to a million time? Oh and why don't you leave me alone for once?

- You're being mean to me Cami!

And you're being annoying. I wish I could just tell her that but I don't wanna get in trouble again, it would just make Abuela even more careful to my every move.

- I'm sorry... What were you saying?

- When are you gonna ask me out?

Never.

- If I tell you, you won't be surprised so it won't be fun! Will it?

- You're right Cami!

She smiled, I can tell it's fake though. All she wants is control over my gift. She thinks that dating me will give her that apparently. Idiot.

- I need to use the bathroom real quick, I'll be back

- Sure!

I smiled. Now is my chance, Abuela is busy doing whatever, I don't know where Angelo is though, but this is probably the only time I'm gonna be able to sneak out. I rushed out of the casita and went to the Lopez's house. I need to see her. Now.

Y/N's pov :

I was enjoying my time with Mirabel, trying to forget what happened when I heard a knock on the window. I rushed to see who it was, even though I guessed it already. It was him. I turned to Mirabel and she immediately understood, without saying a word, she went out of my room and I opened the window.

- You're not with your girlfriend?

- Listen I-

- I don't want to know Camilo, you made your choice already. I don't have a say in this situation, I'm just your friend.

I said sarcastically

- Y/N, please. Just give me a chance to explain.

- You don't have to

- But I want to.

He looked at me gravely. I remembered how sad he looked when I saw him, so I held back my anger and decided to listen to him.

- Fine.

- Thank you... First off, I did give that paper to Ryuji. But I didn't mean a word of what's written on it, Abuela forced me to do it.

- You were mad at her and yet you still did what she wanted. And now she's "Abuela" again? You forgave her, didn't you? Just say you wanted to hangout with Sofia. It's fine, maybe she's right. Maybe you're better with her. Such a cute pair, huh?

- ...I can't disobey her, my family would get hurt. You know what it's like. And I told you, Sofia is just No! I've been trying to escape to see you. Mi hermosa please let me fix this

- There is nothing to fix Camilo. By the way, I just finished your birthday present, you can have it. I don't think I'll be coming to the party anyway.

- What... No. I'm not taking it, I'll have it at my birthday party since you promised you'd come.

- I'm feeling sick

- Just go to Tia Julieta then? She'll heal you

- I'm sick of Sofia and Alma's faces. And honestly? I'm getting sick of you too. Do you think she could heal that?

- So that's how it is? I come to apologize and that's what I get? Strangely, you didn't even mention Angelo.

- Because I don't CARE about him. Camilo, you're who I care about. But it doesn't matter anymore... Now go back before someone notices you're gone.

Hate me. Please hate me. It'll make it easier if you do.

He looked at me, visibly hurt. I wanna cry, I wanna hug him and apologize. I just want to be selfish, just this once.

Camilo was about to leave when I grabbed his arm. Not saying a word.

- What? You changed your mind? You're ready to listen now?

I just sat on my bed and looked at him.

- Yeah. 

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Writer : _noyaas (me)

I know it took me like thirty day to post this but hey- It's a good chapter, right? (Sorry)