HIS DRUG✔️

15.

Locale.

"...pain in a every language," I sing as I cut up the fruits to the make the smoothie. I want to finish this and spend at least a hour at the gym before Celest wakes up but I don't think she'll be getting up anytime soon.

As I watch the fruits blend in the blender, I mouth the lyrics of the song. When the blender stops, I pour the smoothie in my bottle then walk out the room. I don't want to leave Celest here alone so I'm gonna use my in house gym.

Brandon wanted to go to his gym that's at Spanish Town but I told him to come here instead and all now di man cyaa reach yah.

My phone rings and I realize that's it him.

"Yo mi ago kill dah security bwoy yah eno. Ute a talk bout him nah let mi in," He continues to curse and I hiss. I hang up the phone when I hear a knock on my door.

I open the door for him and he walks in.

"Nah nuh manners pussy," I say. "Mawning fuck head, come we start now nuh,"

We walk to the back of the house where the gym is and as we enter, I start to work out.
"Mi feel like Lila a gi mi bun dawg," Brandon says, out of the blues and I laugh.

"Why yuh seh suh?"

"Cause from wah day she just a move distant. Mi call and she nah answer and even when she does, she always bloodclaatt tired and bout she affi guh hang up," He says and I laugh.

He shoots me a look and I laugh even harder. "Pull ova deh one day and see if she actually a do nut'n"

"Dat mi a plan fi do,"

I drink some of the smoothie as I watch Celest's instagram highlights. I stop on a video where she's in a see throw dress and underneath it, she's wearing a black bathe suit.

A weh di bloodclaatt diss?

I start it over and I get even more angry when I see what she's doing. Why the fuck she guh post a video when she a dance and a show all a har fucking ass? ...and it worse cause is piece a bloodclaatt fish net she ave a cover har.

A kill dah gyal yah waah mi kill har eno man.

The more I skip, the more videos of her is there, that I don't like. She looks good but a bay tear up clothes she ave on a show all har fucking body.

Watch me and har.

My feet are killing me.

Especially in between my thighs.

gyal sore up

I look around the room and flashbacks of what happened last night, comes rushing back. The way he touched my body, kissed me, fucked me- I want more of him. Just by thinking about it, makes me horny.

Blushing, I bite my lip. I realize that he isn't on the bed. Probably he's downstairs doing something. I clutch the sheet to my body and stand to walk to the bathroom but my legs give away.

See wah di dutty bwoy cause pon mi doh god. Mek mi foot cyaa work now.

a you did want it, nuff yuh nuff

I can't even open my legs too wide.

den nuh muss, last night him ave yuh like yah gymnast

Sigh...

"Kevaun!" I shout, hoping he'd hear me to help me up but no one answered.

Where the hell is he?

My phone buzzes and I take it up off of the stand. Without going on anyone's chat, I video call Lila. "Hey bestie,"

"Wah gwaan babes?" I rub my eyes, yawning.

"Nut'n eno, just deh yah a wash up some plate," she says. "Yuh still deh a Kev?"

I nod, "Mmh, mi not even know weh him deh now," I look to the side.

"A wah dat deh suh?" She shouts.

Confused, I ask, "Wah yah talk bout?"

She quints her eyes looking in the camera and I laugh. "A wahm to yuh girl,"

"Look how good up body Kev gi mi fren hickey," She says.

"Gwaan nuh," We both laugh.

"A when dat? Tell mi di story,"

The girl nuff but mi affi share the news, something I know she's gonna be happy about.

"Last night girl, things happen. Nah guh give yuh wul details but... jesusss," I tell her.

"Woiieee! Mi love this fi you! Den look how gyal a glow, bloodclaatt," I laugh.

I am about to say something when Kevaun bursts through the door. I jump when he slams the door. Wah mek him a move suh strong?

a dat me a seh to

"Who dat?" Lila asks.

"Kevaun. mi soon call yuh," I tell her and she nods. I hang up. I look up to see Kevaun staring at me. The look he gives when he's upset about something.

"A wah-"

"Wah dem deh yah post pon gram?" He asks.

"Um, videos," I slowly get up off the ground but as expected, I fall.

Mi cyaa fucking bother eno man.

"How yuh fi ave up video weh show up e wul a batty and yuh not even ave on nut'n a cover up yuh bomboclaattt self,"

"A long time video dem be Kevaun," I tell him.

"Tek dem dung. Mi nuh give a fuck if a long time video," I look at him. "Don't raise yuh voice off a mi bredda,"

He's standing at the door, staring at me. I try not to look at him because the looks he's giving me, is deadly. He doesn't say anything else, instead he walks out of the room. I quickly go on my page on Instagram and watch over the videos that I posted.

They're not recent suh mi nuh know why him suh upset. I posted them like a month ago when I went to a party at Waterford. I take down the ones that are showing too much of my body and edit my profile.

After the many times I tried, I finally get off the ground. I take a shower and put on a boy shorts and a plain white t-shirt. I take my time to walk down the stairs. I sigh when I see that Kevaun is not down here.

I walk over to the kitchen to prepare something for me to eat- fried eggs, bacon, franks and white bread. To make it a little more healthy, I put tomatoes and cheese and boil some ginger tea.

"Mi nah mek nut'n fi Kevaun eno," I hiss. Him ave hand suh him can make it him self. I pour the rest of the tea in a cup for him then I go to sit on one of the stools around the table.

I scroll through TikTok as I eat the sandwich.
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"A weh yuh did deh?" I ask Kevaun. He's drinking something from a bottle and he's very sweaty.

"Gym," He simply answers.

Without saying anything else, I get up to put the plate and the cup in the sink then go back to the room to change in a bathing suit. I need to relax and the pool is here so why not?