HIS DRUG✔️

35.

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"Why yuh affi leave Kevaun?" I ask, watching him get dressed.

"B yuh know why... and mi nah stay long. Me ago deh a yuh foot by 5 tomorrow," He tells me and I sigh.

Honestly, I hate the fact that he's the don.

I really do. Whenever he leaves the house, I worry about him, especially when he leaves and doesn't come back until in the late mornings.

It's stressing to know that he's apart of something that brings his life danger.

I'm now apart of his life, so whatever he's in, I'm in... but not exactly. I didn't leave him when he told me and that's because I have love for him.

Besides, mi did already know seh e bwoy did in a some shit weh involve badness but being the don-

That comes with a lot of voilence and mi anesly nuh think mi can deal with it no more.

"But why you? Yuh cyaa mek smaddy else deal wid it?"

He hisses, taking his keys off the stand. "No," He simply answers.

"Kevaun mi cannot manage fi get nuh more call seh yuh hurt- dead. Mi cyaa guh dweet. W-what if this time mi lose yuh? Fi good,"

I didn't want to cry but I can't prevent my tears.
He walks up to me and hold my face. His eyes are filled with different emotions.

Anger, guilt, sadness ..

"Yuh nah lose mi babes. Mi promise," He says and I look away from him, whipping my tears.

I stand and rest my head on his chest. Wrapping his arms around me, he says-

"I love you and nut'n at all nah take mi from yuh. Me know yuh nuh alright with this b but this a just my life,"

He continues, "It's not as easy to leave as you think it is and even if I try, I'll end up right where I was- being the don. I'm sorry, because a my fault mek yah cry. Everything ago gov mama and mi nah mek yuh get nuh more a dem call deh,"

I close my eyes.

"I love you too. Come back to me, please," I say, lifting my head to look into in his eyes.

He smirks then kisses my nose, softly. "I will. When mi fawd back, me a all yours mami," He whispers and I bite my lips.

His phone rings and he hisses before he answers. "Ah, mi deh pon mi way,"

"Memba seh a nuh nut'n long. As soon as mi do whatever, mi deh yah back," I nod at his words.

Once again, he kisses my nose then my forehead. I do the same thing and he chuckles.

He's so handsome.

"Heart a love mi wife," He says, taking up his shoulder bag.

"Heart a love mi husband,"-