HIS DRUG✔️

27.

Halt.

I'm never doing this again.

I knew it was gonna turn out like this, mi just big and nuff.

Even Kevaun suggested to make a professional do it but because I wanted to do it my self and "it nah guh hot"- a this mi get.

Pain and a fucked up nose piercing.

"K-evaun! It hot b," He hisses. "See when yuh nuh bloodclaatt hear, a diss yuh get," He says and I cry even more when he attempts to take out the ring again.

It finally comes out after a while and I'm left with a bleeding nose and a killer headache.

Kevaun begins to put alcohol on the cut as he wipes my tears with his thump. "Tuff up yuh self and stop e cow bawling a mi ears," He says and I glare at him. He chuckles then continues to wipe up the blood before it dries.

All mi know, mi neva gah do dem sumo yah again.

"Come mi pretty girl, yuh too pretty fi a cry," He kisses my forehead then lifts me up and bring me to his room.

He turns on the TV, then lays down.

I notice that he never watches it, but just turns it on for back ground noise or whatever.

"A sleep yah g-guh sleep babe?" I ask when I see him put his hand over his face.

He does that everytime he's sleeping.

"Yes pretty, I'm tired." He says.

Him woulda affi tired if him in a gym fi so much hours. Leaving him in the room, I go downstairs to make something to eat.

"Hey, yuh good?" I ask Lila as soon as she picks up the call.

"Ye eno. Brandon just leff the house. I haven't even told him," She says then sighs.

"Suppose him nuh wa-"

"Ello, stop chat foolishness. Yuh want mi beat Brandon?" She laughs. "Me a plan fi tell him Sunday,"-

"Ok, do dat den,"-

"All mummy, she notice seh sumo wrong wid mi but she nuh know bout the baby yet," Lila says.

"If you want, me'll come help yuh tell har," She nods. "mi seh girl nuh too long mi guh fass up mi self and bout me a bore nose. Kevaun did affi pull it out," I tell her and she bursts out with laughter.

Looking back at it, it was actually funny. It tek bout half a hour fi tek out cause a bay bawl me and a bawl and move up.

"Ye mon, a nuff yuh nuff. Yuh man ave money, guh the place guh mek dem dweet," She says and I nod, even though she can't see me. "Dat me ago do mon," I tell her and laugh.

After some more minutes of us talking, she hangs up. I sit in the living room, eating different type of fruits and watching the new episodes of RiverDale.

everyday is a new show wid you

*
6:10 p.m.

"Kevaun," I slap him for him to wake up but he still doesn't move. "Kev- wake up nuh mon!" He then sits up on the bed with a irritated look on his face.

"Brandon and some other ute just fawd in a cuss and sumo and a seh bout some ute name mussi Kash dead. Mi nuh know a wah a gwaan, dem just tell mi fi come call yuh," I tell him.

Without even answering, he runs down the stairs with a look of anger on his face. A wah a gwaan? I walk down the stairs, listening to the men curse loudly.

Kevaun is just standing there, quiet. I watch them as they speak. Kash is their hacker. He finds out the location of person's...ect. He's basically more important than the rest since as he's the "finda man".

Kevaun looks up the stairs at me. You can see the anger and rage in his eyes but he's calm. His brown eyes are now blood shot red and he's breathing hard. Even though I am a little scared right now, I make my way over to where he's standing.

The other men don't even realize when we walk away to a corner where they can't see us. "I-I'm sorry that th-"
"There's nothing for you to be sorry about Celest," He says. I rub the side of his face- he tenses but then relaxs after a while.

He's very angry right now and mi honestly nuh want him do nut'n him ago probably regret but by the looks of it, him nah guh regret nut'n weh him do.

"Listen b, me ago leff yah suh fi couple hours. Not even know if me ago fawd back until tomorrow. Just don't leff the yard fi guh nowhere yer," He says and I nod.

"Mi love yuh yer," He kisses my lips and I return it. "Love you too.... and please Kevaun, don't mek mi get nuh call bout seh yuh get shot or nut'n bad happen to yuh," I tell him.

"Me ago good babes, nuh worry yuh likkle pretty self," He says and I smile. With one last kiss on my forehead, he leaves with his friends. All if mi neva know seh a him a di don, mi woulda know by the how him move round people.

The man just simply seh "we a push" and everybody get up. He's so demanding and best believe mi love it- sometimes.

I whisper a small prayer, asking God to cover them as they go out to do whatever they plan to do.

...and please mek Kevaun come back here alright