Until You

Chapter Five

Chapter Five
Trigger warning! Suggested SA and SA Scene

He grabbed my wrist and pinned me against the wall. He was hurting me. I told him to stop but he didn't. I tried to push him off but I wasn't strong enough. I guess he didn't hear me say no. He kept kissing my neck. I kept pushing and pushing until I finally pushed him off. I started running. Dashing until I couldn't see him. I hid inside the bathroom. Locked myself inside a stall. He couldn't find me. I was safe. I finally felt a little relieved. He walked in. And he started banging on the doors. He banged on each door until he found me. He broke the lock and walked in. He took me and started kissing me. I didn't want it. I said no. I yelled for him to stop. He didn't. He continued. He took off my clothes. He took off his. He sucked on my neck. It burned and it stung terribly. I cried. I sobbed. Nothing made him stop. No one could hear me. Maybe they could but they ignored me. I was useless and weak. I have no control over anything. Everything. Everything went black. I couldn't feel or see or hear anything.

I woke up in a cold sweat. I looked at my phone. It was 2:38 am. It was just a nightmare. Thank god. I was terrified. I was scared of it happening. I've been having this dream constantly. I decided to go back to sleep if I could. I started to drift off into sleep.

I woke up and I got dressed. I went down and ate breakfast. Mom was home. Dad was too. They weren't fighting and dad wasn't drunk. What the fuck is going on. First dad doesn't come home on time but isn't drunk. Then Mia comes home early and isn't drunk. And now mom is home and isn't fighting with anyone. This is strange but at least my family is together.
"Oh good morning sweetie."my mom said
"Hi, good morning."
My mom served me breakfast. I thanked her for the food. I looked at it wondering why she was home and what was going on. I brushed it off because my family was finally together.
We ate breakfast and I was about to leave when mom stopped me. I turned around and looked at her. I wonder what she wanted. Am I in trouble? I don't think so , I haven't done anything bad. What if it's about me cutting?
"Wait sweetie. I can drive you to school."
"Oh no it's okay mom I like getting there early. You finish your breakfast."
"Don't be silly honey. It's fine to just sit down. I won't take long."
"Okay"
I sat down on the couch and decided to text Daniel.

Me:
Good morning ♡

Daniel:
Good morning ♡

Me:
How are you?

Daniel:
I'm good but a little distracted

Me:
oh really why is that?

Daniel:
Because there's a beautiful girl texting me

Me:
And who's that?

Daniel:
It's you ♡

Me:
stop it

Daniel:
Do you want to go on a date again?

Me:
Depends when

Daniel:
Hmm how about next week? Friday?

Me:
I think I can. I told my sister about you maybe she'll cover for me

Daniel:
You told your sister?

Me:
Yeah. She came home yesterday. My
parents are home too and they aren't fighting

Daniel:
That's good. Friday at 7?

Me:
Sounds good

Daniel:
Can't wait then

Me:
Me either

Daniel:
Bye ♡

Me:
Bye ♡

My mom called for me and I got up. We went inside the car and Mia was in the front. Don't know why she was in the car when she had a car but whatever. I needed to tell her to cover my ass so I won't get caught.