New Girl

Chapter 15

Zae

I bent her over. Nigga is you dumb? I mentally slap myself and then I actually slap myself. Why would I do that? You got so horny teasing her you made her uncomfortable. You fucking bozo. I can't believe I did that.

I make myself a plate and I sit at the table downstairs and eat. I thought she was going to ask me to kiss her but she turned around and my hands moved before my thoughts could catch up. I'm so used to shawties just giving it up I completely forgot who I was here with.

I throw my plate away and slowly walk upstairs. I walk into my room and see her sitting on my floor eating the food my mom cooked. She's not gonna want to come over anymore and I fucked it up because I couldn't keep myself under control. I sit on the side of my bed facing away from her. It's too quiet in my room so I look at her.

"Mar, Im so sorry bruh." I start, and she looks up at me. I don't know if she's gonna believe me I gotta try to save the friendship "I swear I didn't mean to bend you over word to my mother I didn't. I got ahead of myself and I lost control of the situation. Please forgive me." She just looks at me and nods her head.

"It's okay, I forgive you." is all her soft voice says.

It's better than nothing but I really wanted to kiss her I know I ruined that chance tonight. I mentally slap myself again.

I look at my phone. I have a missed call from the shawty I was supposed to link today but I dubbed, I got a missed call from my mom, I have bout 5 text messages from different unsaved numbers asking to smoke and then I have my friend group chat muted and my family group chat muted. My sisters are arguing again over something dumb but they're both off at college so who cares and Matt was asking if anybody was getting on the game while Sam was sending random videos.

I put my phone down and look at Mari. Her brain is moving and I can see it. I wonder what she's thinking about? She looks so cute when she thinks. She bites the inside of her cheek which causes her cheek to form a slight dimple, and her eyebrows scrunch causing a single worry line on her forehead that goes away once she relaxes.

She's looking at me but she's not making eye contact. It's almost like she's zoned out at a spot slightly next to my knee. I wonder if she's looking at... nah.

"What you thinking about?" I ask her
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Amari

He asked me what I'm thinking about is he dumb? What else would I be thinking about? How do I say I'm trying to disrespectfully fuck him in the most polite way while also being respectful of his mother and her house? I can't even say what I want because we have a great friendship.

I'm not mad at him he just caught me all the way off guard but I know I made it awkward by running upstairs. I had to though, I was going to let him bend me over his mothers counters I couldn't go out like that.

"Do you want me to be honest or no?" I ask him. I hope he says no so I don't have to embarrass myself. He nods his head and I sigh and look down at my hands.

"I'm thinking about how I want to smoke the third blunt but at the same time I'm scared what might happen if I smoke it." I refuse to look up because I can feel him staring at me.

"What do you mean by that? Do you think I would hurt you or something?" He asks. I can hear the hint of worry in his voice. He sounds so sad but I think he's too worried about himself to understand what I'm saying.

"Nah," I crack a small grin "but I really wanted you to kiss me downstairs." My face gets hot and I thank god I was darkskin because the level of embarrassment I feel right now. There was a pause and it's almost as if it audibly clicked in his head.