Transference || TVD

012 (they are legit fucking)

•Self control•
4x2

"If I can get Elena used to animal blood right out the gate.." Groaning in pain slightly, I took a sip of my drink.

I have no fucking idea where I was yesterday, but it probably involved something painful. "You're reaching." Looking up, I watched as Stefan pulled more clothes out of the... Thing. Im so glad he doesn't know I'm a vampire. "Maybe she'll be able to bypass all the thing that we went through-" "Delusional."

Nodding in agreement with Damon I finished my drink. "Maybe she actually has a shot at this." "Wrong. You're just wrong, Stefan." Quickly pouring myself another glass, I just started hoping Damon doesn't talk too much. "She won't be able to handle it if she hurts someone, Damon. Her compassion is her Achilles heel and everything is magnified right now." He's not wrong but...

And I know it fucking is for me. Throwing back my glass, I drank the bourbon as fast as I could. "Then you better hope she's not a fan of Bambi." I... I'm pretty sure she is.

God, I'm so hungry. "She needs human blood, Stefan, from the vein." To avoid breaking it in my hand I quickly put my glass down. Not helping not helping not helping. "Oh, come on, you know what happens. You name me a vampire who didn't kill at least one person when they were new." ME SO PLEASE STOP BEFORE I DO KILL SOMEONE.

"You name me one who went on the bunny diet and didn't kill dozens." As he spoke, Damon stood up. Low, but strong blow. God please let them stop talking about killing. "If she kills someone, she will crumble. How much pain do you think she can take before she shuts off her humanity switch?"

Starting to feel the veins under my eyes forced me to turn away from them. "It happens to the best of us at least once. We get over it, Stefan. A hundred years or so." I dont think he's willing to wait that long. "Yeah, well, I think I'd like her to skip that part." Can you skip this fucking part? Like this conversation?

"She can't learn to control the blood lust if she's never actually experienced the blood lust." I could hear Damon putting things back in the.. wardrobe? As he spoke. I'd like to not be experiencing it right now.

"What are you doing? Knock it off-" "It's like a cheat, it's like giving a kid a calculator before they know math." Damon the only person you're convincing is me so please stop- "I said stop."

Yeah they're gonna start fighting.

As I felt the veins under my eyes start to fade, I sighed. "Whoa. What's going on?"

Standing up, I turned around to face them as Elena walked in. She could definitely hear all of that. "Oh, we're just having a little disagreement about process, right?" It looks more like a pissing contest but.. "You're still not on board with the animal plan."

I DONT EVEN THINK ITS A GOOD IDEA, WHY WOULD DAMON? "Nope. I say rip off the proverbial band-aid and let it bleed. You're a vampire, Elena. Be a vampire." Damon I hate you so fucking much. You're only making me more hungry.

Ignoring Damon, Stefan walked over to Elena. "You ready to go?" As they started leaving the room Damon spoke again. "Vampires eat people. It's part of the natural food pyramid. Trust me. You're gonna be miserable." Now I'm fucking miserable.

Closing my eyes, I waited until I hear Elena and Stefan leave the house. "What's your problem?" Quickly turning to face Damon I opened my eyes.