Flashback ( Convo stories #1 )

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This story contains a full of present in case there is a mistakes in the previous chapters, I will repeat / edit it again when the story is already finish. thank you.

6 years later,

" Yes!" I jumped in my bed when I saw my name on the board exam, " I'm finally a architect,"

My tears started to fall when I saw that I was a full-fledged architect. It was like never before. I had a hard time studying. I had many complaints. I had a lot of difficulties in academics and in my life, but it was all worth- it because I am now one of the license architect.

I still remember those times that all I do is cry because I'm cramming too much in studies and then my problems in life came along and what made me even more difficult was him.

The day he told me that he misses me, it was all a lie. Six years have passed but the pain is still here for the past six years I fought the pain and hardship alone.

I got dressed right away because I was going to mom's grave, I will tell her that I am a License architect.

That day, he told me that I should forgive my father, but no matter what I looked at my father, I can't do it. I remember how my mother struggled, that he should have been the one to do it.

I bought flowers at the market and McDonald's because that's what mom always orders when she has extra money. " Ma, after 6 years makakasama nanaman kita kumain," Sabi ko sa isip ko at pinaandar ang kotse binili ni Mama noon.

Nang makarating ako sa puntod ni mama inilagay ko na ang mga binili ko at iniisip ko na kasama ko si mama kumain ng mga binili ko.

" Mama, " I called her as if she could hear me, " Ma, kamusta jan? " I started crying alam ko ayaw ni Mama umiiyak ako pero hindi ko mapigilan kasi miss ko na s'ya. " Ma, may anak kana architect..." I sobbing, " Bakit kasi iniwan mo ako agad? edi sana nakita mo paano ako naka graduate edi ikaw din nag sabit ng medal sa'kin," Alam ko mukha na ako tanga dahil hindi naman n'ya ako naririnig." Ma, balik kana kahit 'yun nalang 'yung regalo mo sa'kin nga..yon, " Pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko humagulgol dahil alam ko wala na rin naman ako magagawa kahit siguro s'ya gusto n'ya narin bumalik.

" Mama, papagawa ako bahay dito para dito nalang rin ako titira," I joked to myself, kung nandito lang si Mama sasabihin n'ya panigurado, " Kierra! tumigil ka nga baka hindi kita matansya sabunutan kita! " I laughed a little at what I thought. Pero ganon kasi si Mama.

Umupo muna ako nang konti sa tabi ng puntod n'ya at nilinis ko na rin ang lapida n'ya dahil medyo marumi 'yun, " Ma, kapag nagtrabaho ako sa kumpanya na gusto ko araw-araw ka may Mcdo sa'kin tapos araw-araw ko ipapalinis 'yang lapida mo. " I smiled while looking at her picture, " Ma, pinatawad ko na si papa pero hindi ko parin s'ya matignan kaya kung ano man 'yan nasa loob mo ngayon sana panatag kana," I know she didn't hear me but that's her wish na balang araw bigyan ko nang oras si Papa para patawarin ko sa lahat kahit hindi ko na s'ya tignan bilang ama ko kahit bilang maka tao nalang and I granted her wish.

Tumayo ako at inayos ang mga gamit ko dahil may meeting pa ako, " Ma, aalis na ako kailangan ko na mag work babalik ako dito kada sabado, " I smiled at her, " Ma, papagawan kita bahay dito kahit wala kana gusto ko maramdaman mo na lahat ng hirap mo ibabalik ko sa'yo,"

I wiped my tears and I sighed, " I love you, Mama "

After I left, I went straight to the office to see what my boss said that they needed an architect, luckily there was no traffic so I went right away. I fixed myself before I got out of the car.

When I got inside the building I was surprised to see him standing in the elevator, What is he doing here? he looks like a professional, he looked even more beautiful and stunning just like before, tumangkad rin s'ya at lalo s'ya pumogi dahil sa taper faded haircut n'ya.

Pero hindi n'ya ako pwede makita dito hindi pa ako handa makinig sa kanya hindi ko s'ya kaya harapin lalo na naiisip ko mga hirap ko na s'ya ang dahilan.

Mahirap parin isipin 'yung ginawa n'ya noon nasa senior high kami ayoko alalahanin pero sa tuwing nakikita ko s'ya bumabalik lahat. He's ruthless. Sila pa kaya ni Fionna? I miss her but I don't know if kaya ko s'ya harapin ngayon.

" Oh, Architect Kira, "

Napapikit ako nang tawagin ako ng isa sa mga engineer na nagtatrabaho dito dahil panigurado nakita na ako ni Hiro.

Tumingin ako kay Engineer Ramos na parang wala nangyare, " Yes? "

" Busy ka? " He asked me,

" Yeah, may appointment ako why? " Kabado tanong ko dahil nakatingin sa'min si Hiro.

Wala naman ako dapat alalahanin pero kasi 'yung tingin n'ya parang papatay nang tao.

He's jealous? wala s'ya karapatan ems.

Engineer Ramos smirked at me, " Okay, goodluck, "

I gave him a thank you smile and I left. Maghahagdan nalang ako ayoko s'ya kasama sa iisa lugar pero oras na rin kasi kaya no choice ako.

Pumunta ako sa side nang elevator para hindi ako ma awkward sakanya matagal panaman ang elevator dahil hanggang 12 floor 'to building! kainis.

while I was scrolling on my cellphone I pretended to be doing something just to avoid awkwardness with us when suddenly one of the employees here bumped into me so I fell down but I was lucky because someone caught me and that's Hiro.

" Sorry po, " The janitor said

" Okay lang po, "

Nang marealize ko na nakahawak parin pala ako kay Hiro agad ako umayos ng tayo,
" Thanks, " Tipid na sabi ko kay Hiro.

" Kira, " He looked serious when he called my name, bumalik 'yung dati Hiro na nakilala ko nung highschool days.

Long time no see, fucker!

" What do you want? " Inis na tanong ko na ikinagulat n'ya.

He smirked at me, " So, is that how you handle a client, Architect? "

Namutla ako sa sinabi n'ya kaya lumingon lingon muna ako sa paligid ko baka may makakita sa'min.

" Let's talk, " He said. napangisi ako dahil sa confidence na meron 'to ngayon na wala noon.

Para saan pa?

Lumakas ang loob ko nang bigla bumukas ang elevator na kanina ko pa hinihintay. Hindi na kaya nang puso ko na makita ko pa o makausap ko s'ya nasasaktan ako.

Pumasok na ako sa elevator pero hindi s'ya sumunod siguro dahil naisip n'ya na hindi ko masikmura na magkasama kami.

" Kierra Dane Gee, "

" What!? " I shouted

" You made it. "

I simply smiled not because of him but because of what he said, " yes I did it and I was the only one, you need to be proud of me because you promised that you would accompany me through hardships, but I did it by myself, Hiro. " I whispered and the elevator slowly closed.