Proud Rebel - 5/11/2020

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𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗗 𝗥𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗟𝗦,

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Let me share this story with you.

𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹𝘆.

A woman had called me recently to "advise" me and to talk to me about life.

I had stopped attending her local assembly because of the limiting beliefs that came out of that place. I knew because I had progressed far enough in my journey to track the sources of these beliefs.

She initially said she wanted us to "discuss." Shebi discussion means you talk, I talk, we both talk and rub minds.

But no. I sat down for close to an hour and spent less than five minutes of the hour talking. The rest was spent listening to the woman talk and talk and talk and talk, on and on.

Shey you can relate to this 👆👆 scenario? I'm 100% certain it has happened to you before, especially if you live in Nigeria.

Let's go on.

While she rambled, I remember telling myself, "Emma, chill. Let's see where she's going to land."

But my mind couldn't chill, for the love of the work it had undergone for over 4 years.

I have been working on my mind and training it on;

𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗽𝗼𝘁 𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳-𝗹𝗶𝗺𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗼 𝗥𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗟 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺.

It had become a little subconscious already. It just picks it up and says,

"Emma, enemy incoming. Negative thought/talk detected. Action plan. Rebel."

She kept talking of;

"Witches bringing people down"
"How external family members can be the source of someone's downfall and how I should cut off" (Me that love my cousins like crazy! You don't know the half of it)
"How friends can hinder one's progress"
"Blah blah blah blah"
"Yarns and okoto"
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Notice her thought process. ALL NEGATIVE.

At a point, I myself lost focus and my heart did gu-gum, but I caught the thought. 𝗔𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗦! And nipped it in the bud. 𝗥𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗢𝗡!

Get your jotter and write that word down.

𝗔𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗦!

Are you following the sequence?

She then said something that made me laugh internally and provoked my REBELLION to 💯. She said,

"Please my dear, come back to God (by God, she meant the local assembly I'd left) or should I kneel down to beg you? If I kneel down to beg you, you know it will be a curse for you."

Ahhh! That was the height!

Me? Curse? 😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂

See those emojis up there? That was my physical reaction. I laughed like I was crazy. I don't know what crossed her mind as she saw me laughing. I honestly didn't care about it either.

She brought on the weapon of 𝗦𝗨𝗕𝗧𝗟𝗘 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗗 𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗜𝗣𝗨𝗟𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 and I immediately summoned the 𝗦𝗣𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗧 𝗢𝗙 𝗥𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗢𝗡.

𝗜 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗜 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝗶𝘁.

𝗝𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝗲 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗹𝘆.

Remember!

The mind is where it all takes place.

Why wouldn't I love you REBELLIOUSLY?

I care so much about your wholeness and success to leave you hanging in the wind for birds of prey to feast on.

𝗛𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻? 𝗔𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗦!

That's one.

I told you I was coming for those thoughts. 𝗧𝗼𝗴𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝘄𝗲'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗗 𝗥𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗟𝗦.

The last time she saw me, she just greeted and said, "Ah. You've abandoned me abi? You don't call again. You don't visit again. Is that good?"

Me. 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗗 𝗥𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗟 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲. 'Good' is an understatement. "It's the best." Stay in your lane. Let me stay in my lane.

𝗠𝘆 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀, 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗥𝗘𝗕𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗜𝗢𝗨𝗦𝗟𝗬!

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Peace, people.

Peace.

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𝗗𝗿 𝗙𝗹𝘂𝗶𝗱

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