Love is a pain, but past that it's a blessing

#8- REALISATION OF FEELINGS

Hi readers. Hope you are enjoying the story. Here is the next chapter.

Author's pov :-

It's been 3 days since Leo hasn't gone to work and the pub. All he can think is how unreasonable he was with Kao, when all Kao did was to take care and love him. Leo tries to deny all the feelings he had when he was Kao. All these little feelings he had made him fall deep into Kao's love and Leo can never resist these feelings, he just never can. Leo concludes that he can never lie to himself about these feelings. Leo is missing Kao so much but guilt makes him hesitate.

All these days Kao couldn't be himself, he looses his interest on his work. He controls himself from running to Leo and apologise to him and make sure that he is safe and all okay. But he can't face Leo because he is afraid that Leo might feel uncomfortable about his feelings for him. All he can do is wait for Leo to call or come see him. This doesn't stop Kao from being lovesick and he starts to ignore his responsibilities.

Night in the pub :-

Kao leaves early because he hasn't been in the mood to do work or drink without Leo.

Leo couldn't control himself from seeing Kao. He missed Kao so much that it made him anxious. He musters up his courage and comes to pub but he couldn't find Kao. He thinks that Kao might be inside or might be doing something in his office inside the pub. Leo just sits in a corner without doing anything. When the bartender asks him to order, Leo says that he is waiting for someone and he will order it when that person comes. It's been almost midnight and Leo hasn't left.

Kao comes back to pub because he forgot his file about renovation of the pub and he needs to review it for tomorrow.
Kao grabs his file and when he was about to leave again, he sees Leo, sitting all alone. Kao just stops there to look at Leo, because he is still not sure if Leo wants to see him or not. Right then Leo looks at Kao and runs to Kao.

Leo: I need to talk with you.
Kao takes him to a private room in the 2nd floor.

Leo: I'm sorry, I was being unreasonable that day. You didn't do anything wrong.
Kao: no, no, I'm sorry. I should have shown my trust in you.
Leo: No!, you showed me more than enough but I was an idiot for not feeling it.
Kao: so, we are back being friends?
Leo: ahhh.... About that, I've been thinking about what you told me and I've decided.
Kao: what? What is it about? What did you decide?
Leo: that I'm gonna date you.
Kao: *with a confused and excited face* are.. are you sure?
Leo: yes! *pulls Kao with the collar and kisses him*
Kao: *slowly pushes him away* stop! You've never thought about liking the same gender. Are you sure that the feelings you have for me are true?
Leo: yes I'm sure. It's not guilt and it's not because I'm grateful to you. *tries to kiss Kao again*
Kao: wait! If you kiss me now, there is no backing out, I will never let you leave. We will get through things together. Are you ready to fight everyone?, together with me.
Leo: *pulls Kao and kisses him with full passion* is my answer clear enough?
Kao: damn!, you are pretty dominating for a bottom.
Leo: what? What is a bottom?
Kao: want to know who is top and bottom?
Leo: there is a thing like that?
Kao: yes! Wanna know who is who?
Leo: now?
Kao: scared?
Leo: no way, bring it on.
Kao: not here, Come with me.

Kao takes Leo to his house. He drags Leo to the bedroom and throws him on the bed.
Kao: do you know what we are doing?
Leo: I'm not that innocent.
Kao: *smiles* I know. The first time you slept here, you said I took advantage of you.
Leo: stop! It's embarrassing. *covers his face with his hands*
Kao: ahhh... stop being so cute, I can't handle it anymore.
Leo: who told you to control yourself?
Kao: why did I not see this side of you?
Leo: you haven't seen all sides of me. It's too late to change your mind now. *slowly removes the first two buttons of his shirt and pulls Kao by holding his tie*

Kao gets all heated up and removes his suit. He slowly takes his tie off and Leo's shirt and kisses him.

*the bedroom door closes*
🤫 🫣don't peek it's private.

Morning after a sleepless night :-

Kao: good morning! Did you sleep well?
Leo: like you let me sleep.
Kao: oops! Wrong question. Okay, did I do well?
Leo: shut up!
Kao: please tell me.
Leo: if it wasn't good, why would we go for 3 rounds.
Kao: yeah, speaking of that. Are you okay? Does it still hurt? Want me to get you medicine?
Leo: stop! I'm not a baby, I can take care of myself.
Kao: I know you can take care of yourself, but it's my responsibility for making you hurt. Tops always take care of bottoms, after doing it.
Leo: shut up and go to work.
Kao: don't you also have to go? Can you walk?
Leo: did something happen to you last night? Why are you teasing me as soon as you woke up?
Kao: I can't help it, you are so cute when you get embarrassed.
Leo: whatever! I don't need to go to work, I took a leave. I'll sleep more.
Kao: okay, I'll make some breakfast and leave it in the fridge. Heat it before you eat it. I'm going to work now.
Leo: mmm bye.
Kao gives him a kiss and leaves for a shower. Kao gets ready and makes breakfast and leaves for work.

Author: 3 rounds? I pity Leo. Kao! Please have mercy on your wife. 🤭

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Signing off -Alice👋🏻