" do you want a beer ? A cider ? A vodka or are we gonna go strait in with the shots ?!?" Frank asked me as he looked excited an eager to start the party , " I'll have a -" Gerard cut me off "you know what you're like when you've had a shot , no shots for chloe " he said with a wiggle of his index finger and a sly grin , I rolled my eyes " I wasn't going to even have a shot , I was gonna ask for cider ACTUALLY" I said in a sassy manner , arching my eyebrows at him , he sat down looking at his thumbs
" so ... A cider then for the lady ?"
"Yes please frank " I said with a smile an looked over to Gerard who was in deep conversation with Ray , he looked worried but i left him to it "walk with me" frank stuttered as he put a fresh ciggie in his mouth and walked out to the garage , he opened it so I could see the sunset , "it's beautiful" I sighed , I could see frank out of the corner of my eye staring at me " a lot like you , do .....do um ... You f..feel like we...uhm ...we..click ?"
"In which way , no I mean what do you mean, I think you're pretty cool and you can play guitar really well and you're really funny " he looked at me , a look I recognised all to well it's the look I give Gerard , there is no way this would end well he moved a bit of stray hair out of my face , I knew where this was going to go but before I could pull away he pulled me close and gave me a gentil kiss on my lips , I pulled back in shock , I felt shocked and as if someone saw , I turned round to see Gerard in the doorframe looking angry , sad and all of the above ,
"Gerard !" I shouted
" no , I'll leave you guys to it " he slammed the door ,
" I'm so sorry chloe , I couldn't help myself , I liked you and thought you liked me , I'm so sorry , oh god I feel so stupid , please forgive me "
" yeah no, it's okay , just don't do it again , oh god I feel terrible " I sat down on the spot where I stood and cried ,
" hey , what's wrong ?" Frank asked putting his arm around me
" I l...I like ... Ger...Gerard , and I have really...really St...strong feelings for him , and he saw you kiss me ....i n...need to talk to him" I stood up and went outside and made my way to the back garden where Ray was ,
" what's happened ? Why are you Crying like that ?"
"Never mind that , where's Gerard ? " I asked " anticipation rushed through my veins
" he's upstairs , he looked pissed "
What have I done now?
**sorry it's a short chapter , the next one will be a lot longer!!"
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FanfictionGrowing up with Gerard way you knew him , he went to your school and in most of your classes but as your friendship grows , so do your feelings, what will happen the more you find out about him , his secret life ....his music.... His voice ... Maybe...
