Him

Promise ?

He looked blankly at me , like I was crazy , but then as of magic shock horror appeared on his face ... "Okay then , you obviously need a little help remembering things !" I said slamming down my coffee cup in rage so some spilled over the side burning my thumb a little , I winced then I returned my glare at Gerard , I'd never been this mad at anyone before in my life " chloe , listen to me" he said trying to hold my burned hand , I pulled away "I'm all ears way ..."
" her names Jessica .... She used me to buy her drugs-"
" WHAT THE FUCK GERARD DRUGS ? Why did you do that ? No please tell me you never did drugs .....please" I started full on crying because I'd lost my brother to drug overdose an I love Gerard to even think about leaving him alone for a week so I couldn't bare to loose him
"Chloe don't cry , just please let me explain everything okay ? Please , darling I do have feelings for you , an they're pretty fucking strong ones but you need to listen to my story " he said to me as he came closer to me pulling my chin up toward his face an wiping away my tears , I'm prepared to listen to him "okay , let's take it into the living room , I'm cold in here " I whined as he agreed shivering slightly , we walked into the living rooms , empty cider bottles an shot glasses were everywhere
"Someone had a party without me last night!" Gerard scoffed
" you were to busy having your own party with that blonde so .." I muttered as I felt anger build up inside me , I could feel him looking worriedly at me
"Just carry on what you were saying Gerard beige I change my mind an go home " I sighed rubbing my forehead repeatedly " okay , well Jessica , she used me to buy her drugs an alcohol because I'm taller an have fake ID to , an plus I was there for the occasional shag ..." He trailed off uncomfortably I could sense him see me cry but I was silent "I never had feelings for her but whenever I was upset she'd just grab the vodka an make me talk , so then she could use it against me , she has a lot of fucking dirt on me so i tried to keep her sweet but I really do like you , an I think imightbeinlovewithyou" he said I stopped crying cause I nearly cached that " pardon ? ... Did you just tell me you loved me while you talking about the other girl you banged ... Oh yeah okay perfect timing Gerard ," I smiled sarcastically but he continued " an what my plan for last night was to find her an end it with her there an then , I didn't care I hate her an I just couldn't bare to see you hurting as much as you were so I had to fix it an she pulled me to the shop an I got wasted .... I do remember kissing her , but chloe it didn't mean anything I'm so sorry I was just so .... Drunk an depressed last resort really ...." He said , he was crying it was true , he didn't like her , he liked me ... I pulled his face to mine , leaned in closer as I looked at his chestnut eyes " darling , you fucked up , majorly , an only someone who loves you enough would stay , " I stopped , he looked petrified like I was going to leave him but I pulled him closer " darling I love way to much , but before we carry any of this on you need to find her , tell her what she did was wrong an end it , if it didn't mean anything to you " I said with a genuine smile an then he went to pull me into a bear hug , I stopped him " promise me you will never do drugs or get into states like that again , we don't need you starting another addiction for God sake"
" Chloe I promise , an I promise to end it with her , an I promise to make you so happy "

Romantic bastard.