Him

Upstairs

"GERARD" I screamed up the stairs , I ran up I couldn't make out what the sound was but I heard something sniffling ? Crying ?!? Oh shit , I walked around the hallway and looked around I saw to my left a black and green style room I peeked around to see Gerard with his head in his hands now completely silent , I think he felt my presents , I sat down next to him
" hey ..." I managed softly " u okay ? Look I'm sor-"

"Go be with him , I know you want to "

"Darling if I wanted to be with him , I'd still be down there with my tongue half way down his throat " I said trying to change the mood , he looked up at me , a few strands of hair stuck to his forehead and his eyes were bloodshot and damp , I got my checkers sleeve and wiped them ( for once I was being the gentleman ) he could see that I'd been crying to , so he caressed my check in his hands and wiped my eyes with his thumb , which was now jet black off my mascara , " let me just Go to the toilet to get changed and fix my eyes " I have him a sympathetic smile and found my way to the bathroom where I proceeded to wipe my face , and slip on one of Gerard's old long t-shirts an shorts I put my hair into a messy bun and I got my clothes an folded them , put them on the side and made my way back to the room where I left Gerard in a fragile manner , I saw him he seemed to have stopped crying an fixed his eyes to , an fixed his hair he looked up at me an gestured me to sit next to him , " so what happened Clo?" He said ,
I told him. " but I don't like frank in that way , he's a great guy but I don't see him like that , but b..but" I stuttered , do I tell him I like him now ? When and as I look at him his leaning closer to me " yes ? Carry on " he mumbles getting ever so closer to me
" I want to be with you..." I trail off I see him his nose is touching mine , then he places his hands on my hips , he whispers " I feel exactly the same , just don't go kissing other guys , cause this is what jealousy dose to me , he pulled my waist closer to his torso then unexpectedly he kissed me on the lips , it was a rough kiss as he was kissing me he pulled me in his lap , and grazed his teeth on my bottom lip .. I felt like fireworks were going off in my heart and stomach , he pulled away panting I was out of breath myself I brushed my hands through his black locks and sat there a few moments with my hand around his neck , and smiled , and placed my forehead upon his , " maybe I should make you jealous more often " he smiled and held me close , "maybe we should go downstairs , but not say anything , cause I need to talk to frank about earlier , and I don't wanna rub in his face about what just happened ."

"He is one of my best mates , I can't do that to him but I think I need to talk to him ?"

"You know him better I suppose " I have him a kiss on the cheek an stood up , an walked downstairs he followers after me