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y/n's pov
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Im telling matt about my feelings for him. This is gonna go horrible, because he doesnt like me back. I think. I dont know if he does. I just cant keep these feelings in. Im madly inlove with matt. It's definitely gonna ruin our friendship.
Im already at matts house. Ive been sitting in my car overthinking all of this. Is it worth the risk? Is this gonna ruin our friendship? Does he feel the same way? Im such an idiot. All of these thoughts roaming my head. Im probably just highly overthinking.
If it doesn't go well then its okay. Things dont always happen the way you want it to.
I get out of my car and walk up to the front door. I knock. "hey y/n" nick opens the door smiling. "hi nick" i say giving him a big hug. "what are you doing here" he asks hugging me back. "I think im gonna tell matt" i say. Nick knows about my crush on matt. He's the only person who knows. "Oh my god really?" He says breaking the hug. "yeah im kind of nervous" I respond. "good luck girl" he says walking to the couch. I shut the front door and begin walking up the stairs.
I get to matts room door and knock softly. "come in!" he yells. I open the door peaking my head in, then walking in fully. "hey matt" i smile. "y/n, hey. everything okay?" he asks. "mhm, i have to tell you something" i say with an anxious look. "um alright" he says sitting up on his bed. I sit next to him.
"um okay so I-" i say before getting cut off by matt. "wait i have a huge question. im so sorry to interuppt you, but i think i like my best friend. any advice?" he asks. My heart drops to the floor. Oh. I think in my head. "oh! who?" I ask with a small smile. "her name is ava" he smiles. "ohh okay, um just tell her the truth. tell her how you really feel." I say looking down at the floor. "thanks so much! youre the best" he smiles giving me a side hug. "what were you going to say?" he asks.
"oh, its nothing! I should go" i smile small awkwardly. "no its okay! you can tell me" he takes my arm stopping me from getting up. "oh okay um its-" i say before he interrupts me again. "ava texted back!! SHE FEELS THE SAME WAY!!" he smiles and gives me a big hug. "thank you so much for the advice" he says.
"right, no problem." I say softly. "Im so sorry, you can say it now" he apologized. "honestly its nothing. Im gonna go matt ill see you later?" I say getting up. "y/n wait!-" he says. "WHAT MATT? THERES NO POINT IN ME TELLING YOU THAT I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU! YOU GAVE ME ALL OF THESE MIXED SIGNALS SO IT MADE ME GET THW WRONG IDEA. I was wrong, my thoughts were wrong. Thats what I was gonna say. Like I said, i have to go matt" i yell. "what?" he says. "oh fuck. im so sorry!! I didnt mean to make you feel that way y/n. Please dont let this ruin our friendship." he says.
"its fine matt," i say quietly. "I had no idea you felt that way. I just dont see you as more than a friend. I love ava. I also love you just not more than a friend y/n" he says trying to make it better. "matt! its fine. can i leave now?" I ask. "yeah sorry" he says.
