Dear George

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Dear George,

It's been 2 days and I haven't send you at all. In other words, I wanna die.

But seriously, I miss you lots and I'm sorry I've been busy with school and stuff. I'm about to graduate so everything's piling up on me now. I promise I'll try to visit you soon.

I've been doing a lot of work and stressing over everything. I know I've been giving short answers but I hope you understand that my mind has been all over the place recently and right now is the only actual time I'm putting time to write something to you.

Thank you for texting me every hour since we last met each other to check up on me. You're definitely way passed the standards I have for men and I didn't know people like you actually existed.

It sort of feels special to me. I'm a very open person about what I feel and I'm pretty sure I've said I love you so much times to you that it feels so repetitive. I send you letters when I feel like it which also recently was put in a hiatus because we've been seeing each other so much that I found no use in it.

Oh and another thing I noticed about you that I love so much is that you took something negative I was experiencing and gave me a chance to do what I want. I went from being a quiet person due to people never listening to me to babbling about the simplest things because you listen to everything in such detail that you could even recite everything I say word for word if you wanted to. Thank you for listening to me. You brought out a side of me I hadn't seen since I was a really young kid.

I feel like that's how you express your love for me. You don't say you love me as much but you do things that may be the bare minimum but you do it in a way that makes it feel like it's way passed it. An example would be checking up on me. The way you check up on me every hour asking if I need help, need alone time, or anything is something I appreciate. Within those two days, you have also been sending me food during breakfast, lunch and dinner to make sure I don't get hungry. Also thank you so much for the sweets! You really remember my favorite chocolates and candies huh?

You're genuinely the best person in my life and I don't think I can ever live without you.

I have to go back and do college work now since the break I set for myself to write this is almost up. Hopefully you get this before tomorrow so we can maybe chill and relax this Saturday.

Also in the 4 months we've been dating, I don't think you've ever stayed the night together with me before. Is it okay if maybe we try sleeping next to each other this weekend! We can cuddle, eat snacks, watch movies, whatever you want to do. I'd love to just be next to you all the time and I'm willing to test it out just one time, one night.

I love you George :) (you are required to text me you love me when you get this, no questions asked)

Love Iana <3