Dear George

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Dear George,

I know we've been dating for almost a year but I swear I literally have a crush on you. I know what you're gonna think. "You're literally dating me" yeah well I have like the biggest crush on you.

I still get butterflies when you talk to me. I can feel my face go red when you're around me. Sometimes I feel like running away when you speak to me because I just like you so much.

I still sometimes stalk you on socials like half of them aren't photos taken by me. I still get all giddy when you compliment me and always smile around you.

I literally just mentioned it but the thought of me just writing this to you is making me feel like there's a million butterflies inside of me. I really think one day I'm just end up floating because the butterflies are carrying me.

Every time I see you, I still get nervous but excited at the same time. I feel like a middle schooler who doesn't know how to handle a crush.

My heart still leaps every time I see you for the first time since I've woken up. Basically every time I wake up since we've been sleep calling a lot recently.

I mean I know it's a given but I always want to be around you. Not in a way that's like a boyfriend and girlfriend way, but a way where I could spend the rest of my day just staring at you.

I love the way your eyes squint when you smile and the way your pupils dilate when you see me. I just can't help but think wow, you really feel the same way. Sometimes I even refuse to believe you feel the same way.

I also notice that recently, I've been acting a lot like you. All your little habits ended up becoming mine as well. I'm not complaining though, it's all good habits.

A lot of the times I always think like bro I have such a huge crush on you like sometimes I can't believe I'm dating you. Like me?? dating someone like you?? Love, higher your standards.

You have me giggling and kicking my feet all the time when we're on the phone. You could literally talk about how shit of a girlfriend I am or something and I'm just gonna be staring at you with heart eyes.

You don't even understand how much joy you bring me when you contact me. Even if you are mad, you still find time to calm down and talk to me. Hearing your voice is such a comfort to me, you don't know how warm my heart gets when I hear your voice.

Sometimes when you laugh or smile, you are literally the most adorable being on earth and I wanna just squish your face in my hands affectionately. Like I just wanna squeeze you so hard that your lungs pop out of your mouth or something like I love you so much.

Anyways that's all I wanted to say. I love you so much my little skrunkly dunkly munchy wunchy little piece of shit <3

Love Iana <3