Dear George

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Dear George,

I know I was jumping around excitedly a while ago but I don't think that begins to explain how much I actually am thankful you're willing to give me a second chance.

I still love you the same way I did when we first dated. I really thought things would be different with the way we ended in a bad way last time but I feel like I got my closure when you forgave me and apologized for the way you treated me as well.

Even if it's the same, I still believe we should start things slow. I have my own apartment now and you have your own place too. I have the job I've always wanted and you're starting fresh into a techy company I know nothing about.

I'm happy I don't know anything about it because I know you would end up telling me about it anyways. If you weren't called into an emergency meeting a while ago, I know you would just ramble about your new job.

Anyways, I mean we should go back to the beginning where it feels like we're in a new relationship. I don't want history to repeat itself and then we end up fighting again. I love where my life is now and I want to slowly adjust you into it like before.

I would much prefer to talk about sleeping schedules in person. Even if we're starting fresh, we need some exceptions. (I really miss your hugs and cuddles so I'm not willing to wait for that phase again). We should have times where some parts of the week, you stay in my place, then the other days will be in your apartment. We can discuss more details the next time I see you because I don't know when's the next time we're both available.

With that said, we should talk about the days we are available to go on dates. I really want to go back to when we would do weekly dates. Whether it's a picnic date on top of the hill, or at some fancy restaurant where you refuse to let me pay. Weekly dates might not be an option with how busy we both are now, but I'm willing to do monthly if we could.

I know what you're probably thinking because you know I speak about every single detail and you're probably thinking when I'm gonna talk about 'that' so here it is.

Yes, that quick session we had a while ago was my first time in what? a year? I've been on a couple dates after we broke up here and there but I wasn't interested on going on a second date with any of them. I would never let someone touch me like that if I didn't trust them.

I guess sex could be one of the exceptions we can make when restarting. We both literally mutually agreed to fix our relationship then all of a sudden we're both making out naked on your couch. It was good, you still do the same little things you did before.

I could make a whole list about the things you do during sex but I'm not in the mood to write them down right now so we can maybe talk about it in person if I remember it all.

I guess that's all I have to say for this letter. I don't know why, but this letter feels longer than the ones I usually write. Anyways, I hope you have a wonderful day/night, whenever you receive this and now you're obligated to text me you love me.

Love Iana <3