Dear George

09

Dear George,

Honestly I didn't expect you to actually read the letter. I also didn't expect you to actually text me and go on a coffee date with me.

Being completely honest,

If you're wondering, I just got home from the coffee date and I started writing because I have some things to say that I couldn't bring myself to say it a while ago.

You've gotten much quieter than before. I don't know if that's just with me or you just genuinely became quiet. I don't know how to explain it, but you've somehow gotten softer. I still remember you rumbling about everything you loved but now you seem like the listener.

It was really nice seeing you again. I feel refreshed and relieved to see you're doing well. I'm glad to see that you've been taking care of yourself. You look good honestly.

I wanted to clear this out but I had a lot of fun. I know it seemed like a casual coffee meet up that just had both of us catching up with each other's life, but I had a lot of fun talking to you.

I never really did it in person because I didn't want to get emotional in front of you, but I just wanted to apologize. It's mostly about the streaming thing and it's really been eating me alive since I saw you at the party and was told you quit streaming like a week after I left.

I'm sorry for not talking to you about it. Looking at the schedule you had, you were really busy and filled with plenty of meetings with merch stuff and things related to YouTube and you spent your free days with your friends or streaming. I guess since I'm at work all the time, I didn't notice all the times you were actually stressed and just wanted to spend time with your friends.

I guess we were both going through problems that neither of us had time for each other in the end. I was worried about getting fired when I'm inches away from my dream job and took my problems out on simple things like making you dinner or doing some chores. None of us communicated properly and that led to us falling apart. It's none of our faults and I wanted to apologize for yelling at you and for the really mean letter I sent.

If you're interested, I really want to rekindle our relationship. Obviously, that's up to you. I know we've had a troubled past but I feel like that's just a wrong timing. We've both learned our lessons from the problems we encountered and I think we can do better next time.

I understand fully if you don't want to though. I'm willing to just be friends if that's what it takes to still keep in contact with you. You're still the very nice guy that changed me and I will never be able to thank you enough for it.

Anyways I'm kind of getting tired now so good night! Good morning of you get this in the morning! Or good afternoon?

Love Adriana <3