Dear George

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Dear George,

Thanks for spending the night with me. I definitely didn't expect us to do "that" but it happened anyways.

Other than that, I enjoyed the pillow fights and when we jumped on the bed. I don't think you enjoyed that one though since you fell off the bed and nearly died but it was funny in my point of view.

And just a quick thanks to you for correcting my entire math assignment. I didn't even know half of those were wrong.

I hope you know I'm gonna remember this day forever. It was such a memorable night that I won't ever forget. Today marks the day as the first time we cuddled in bed, the first time you stayed the night, and the first time we did the thing I refuse to write down. I mean I knew it was gonna happen eventually but I guess it just happened to occur on the first night.

Thank you for being gentle with me. I don't know if you do it all the time but I know you could tell I was anxious about it since it's my first time with you and I wasn't sure if you would even like my body. You kept insisting saying you loved me as a whole and that included my body. I don't even think I can explain how much I wanted to cry at that moment. I just held up since we were literally about to do it and crying would be so awkward.

Your aftercare was also really good. The last person I did that with just left me shaking and had me clean everything up myself then left me. I wasn't used to someone grabbing clothes for me to get dressed or someone wiping and cleaning up the bed after. I know it's something that is like common but it isn't common for me so I appreciate it.

The way you instantly wrapped your arms around me and snuggled yourself into my arm when you finished cleaning up was so endearing to me. Not going to lie, you are a very clingy person. It's not in a bad way but you just always need to be around me.

I feel like last night was the best night in my life. I slept so peacefully and calmly. I was just overall really happy to be there with you. The best part for me was I could tell you felt the same. Out of all the times I've seen you smile, this one was the most genuine and the one that made you happy.

I really wish that this phase of our relationship never dies out.

I guess that's everything I have to say so far. If I have more things I think of, expect another letter in about a week or so.

Spend the night here again once! Or maybe I'll go to your place this time.

Anyways I'm wrap everything up now.

I love you George Davidson (say it back >:( )

Love Iana <3