You're not alone

The first step

Isn't it too uncomfortable to wake up by yourself? I don't understand why people prefer it from someone waking them up. It's idiot the fact of waking up without any control of your body or your mind. It's also stupid that you wake up because you got used to it and you can't just stop it. I'm walking on the street, on my way to school and I feel upset, I don't know why, I just feel this way. This might be a result from yesterday but I'm not quite sure. It was really unexpected what happened yesterday, I felt at some point that all the people are not the same.

I get into the class and I am alone. I keep listening to music and my mind starts traveling around, not on something specific actually. I was thinking randomly. I hear a noise, see him get in. I don't want to care but I still haven't got how much different than my other classmates he was yesterday.

- Ohayo, he says quietly. Actually he sounded like an uwu emo boy

He sits on his seat and he takes out his headphones to listen something I guess. That dude is too emo to be true actually. I'm sure he is gonna listen depressing music or whatever.

I suddenly listen a familiar sound of a song. I think I have heard that before. Oh hell no! That's fucking Wham! Holy shit, he is listening to Wham?! There are still people listening to them except from me?! Ok that guy is on a target I must learn more about him. Of course I won't ask him, it's too dangerous for my reputation. I will study him like my project with frogs. Far but clear. Yes that's what I will do!

**RING**

Wait, do we start now? How, when? I wasn't even focused! Hold on a second I am not ready! The teacher got in, the lesson starts and I am not even focused!

So this is our history teacher huh? Pretty decent. She starts talking while I am keeping notes. Sometimes I look at him to see how would he is really doing. I wanna test him. I will ask him for an eraser.

-Excuse me?

-Hm?
He turns around that's a good sign

- May I have your eraser? I forgot mine.

- Uhhh yes of course

On the time he is trying to find his eraser I have all the time to see what he has done in the lesson... Oh shit... He is keeping notes like me.... AND MORE FUCKING SPECIFIC!!!
THAT'S IT, I'M FREAKING OU-

- Here.

-H-huh?

- My eraser? Take it.

- Oh yeah! Thanks.

Ok this might be my most embarrassing moment. I took his eraser and I gave it back to him when "I finished what I wanted to do". I'm speechless... That dude is even worse than me.... It's just unbelievable...

** RING **

I run out the classroom and I go to the restrooms to freak out by myself. WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?! AM I FREAKING SERIOUS?! WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH ANYWAY DAMNIT!?

I take a deep breath and I go out to eat my breakfast, chill out with some painting and take out of my mind the emo dude. I go to my usual place and I start drawing some flowers, to be more specific, roses. At the same time I take one bite from my breakfast. Everything is so peaceful, so chilling, so... Beautiful.
It's true that you whenever lose your cool it's just needs some drawings time. That's what I like, being alone, being in my silence, being cool by my way.

I listen a sound like someone sat next to me. Who the fuck di-
YOU AGAIN!? DON'T YOU HAVE ANY OTHER JOBS TO DO!? JUST HUNTING ME!? OK THAT'S IT!

- Um excuse me?

- Yes, he turns around to look at me

- You know this is my place, this is the place where I would like to chill. Can you please sit somewhere else?

Please just leave dude, please just leave.

- Well ok but I just wanted to sit there 'cause I didn't found anywhere to sit.

- Yes ok but I feel uncomfortable so can you please?

- Ohh... o-okay...

- Thanks.

FINALLY! HE LEFT! Now time to keep chilling, hell yeah! Oh wait he forgot his notebook, oh well nevermind, I don't care... But was I too defensive to him? Was I rude? NONONONONO IT'S NOT THAT! HE IS THE CREEPY BOY! But on the other side he respected what I said and when he tried to explain himself I just told him to leave... I hate to say this but I have to apologize and give him his notebook. That's right, that's what I'll do!

I go into my classroom to check if he is in it and of course he is, I mean, I even do that too. Anyway back to the plan.

- Hi.

- O-oh, h-hi.

Okay now I'm 100% sure that he is a uwu boy.

- You know, I'm sorry for before. I was really rude to you while you have done nothing wrong and by the way you forgot your notebook there.

I hand the notebook to him and he kinda looks shocked. He actually has more than depressing expressions.

- Oh, thank you so much! I didn't even notice...

- Nah, it's ok. I'm forgetting my notebook everywhere too hehe.

- No, it's not that. That notebook has some good sketches which I made so I don't wanna-

- You're sketching! May I see please?

I think I sounded too weird, he might think that I am also a crazy girl from one of those who are looking for boys and makeup. Jeez...

- Y-yeah, sure! Nobody actually wanted to see...

He opens his notebook and I see some beautiful people and animals made by an artistical pencil. What a beautiful piece of work.

- Wow, they are amazing...

- You believe so?

- OF COURSE YOU'RE TALENTED!! But I think you should paint them, it will make them more beautiful.

- I will then!... By the way.... What's your name?

- My name is Himari...