You're not alone

The truth

It's been a week since Yuto stopped talking to me. I'm feeling so betrayed by him. I feel like my best friend is dating with my enemy, ok probably not like that but you get my point. It's kinda hard to keep acting cool while you feel painful about how easily your crush ignores you. What a mess up...

I'm sitting on my desk waiting for someone to get in the class. Looking like a dog which's waiting for its owner, this kind of patheticness. I hear footsteps, I see him whispering again "Ohayo" with his head down and takes a seat. I feel completely seduced by what he is wearing. An oversized black t-shirt with long grey jeans and one silver chainsaw around his neck. His hair messy like always and his fingers are touching the papers of his sketchbook. What a shame that I have to be mad at him.

He turns around and looks at the window

- I think it'll rain today...

- Hmmm?

- The weather... I think it will rain

- Oh...

The first time talking to me after a week. What a surprise. Did you suddenly remember my existence Yuto-san? Did you suddenly start caring again about me? Did you suddenly-?!

- Himari?

- Huh?

- I'm talking to you...

- Oh... yes, what is it?

When I ask him I see him taking a deep breath and getting up from his seat. I start freaking out as I see him also making some steps to closer to me. Ok let's say that it's scary and not something way bigger...

- It's something very important which I wanted to talk to you for a long time...

He goes so closer to me that only a breath separates us. I see some drops of sweat on his forehead and I know that he is going to talk about something serious. Not because he is just sweating, because he is not sweating a lot as the usual!

- Himari... Sorry for ignoring you the past days... You know, I was really confused these days because-

- Look it's ok, it's ok if you just got tired of our friendship, I mean you were a lonely person and you probably don't need another lonely person as your friend...

- Excuse me?

I look up to him and I see his surprising reaction. At first I thought it was because he realized that I already knew what was he doing but the he looks like he is feeling guilty. What the hell is wrong with that child!?

- Wait, you mean I ignored you because I don't want to be friends with you anymore?

- Yeah, duh?

- Himari, there's a different reason behind that...

- Oh really? Then look at me and tell me and not start looking at the ground again!

- It's not easy...

- Not everything is easy so just say the reason! What are you afraid of? Put me in depression?

- What? No!

- Then!?

He looks at me in the eyes while he is taking a deep breath. Waiting to listen the reason! I'm so pissed off that he thinks I'm that idiot!

Himari, I-

- Ohayo... Wait there are only two students in the classroom?

OH COME ON, SERIOUSLY, ARE YOU KIDDING ME ?! AM I PLAYING ON A ROMANTIC-COMEDY MOVIE AND I DON'T KNOW IT!?

- Ok then, two people are two people... Do you two know anything about where are your classmates?

By the time the teacher says that, a thunder sounds from far away and we see some thunderclouds in the sky. Perfect time universe... Thank you

- Ok class listen up. Because I see that the weather is going to be dangerous, I will let you go to your houses, ok?

- Hai!

- H-hai!

Me and Yuto are ready to leave and I still remember that he has to give me some excuses to put himself on a different situation! Yuto-san, it's your time!

We get out from our school with the rain making us all wet and at that point I take the chance and ask him

- Now tell. What's the reason?

- Himari... Can we talk later... The weather looks-

- Not a chance mister! It's been a week since you suddenly started ignoring me! You're not going to run that easily!

- Himari-

- It's not even hard just say "Himeno I-"-

Before I even finish, he wallslams me to a random street wall and he starts heavy breathing. Look now I am really scared and curious at the same time...

- You wanna listen... Then you're gonna listen!

- Y-yuto...

- All this fucking time I'm not ignoring you because I got tired of you! But because you don't feel the same as me!

- What?.. what do you mean idiot...?

- I think it's too obvious Himari-san...

His lips are closed to mine with only one centimeter to separate us. Seriously one breath, one centimetre? That guy can also make me feel high and simped for him and kinda annoyed

- Himari-san...

- Yeah... Yuto..?

- I... Like you...

And before I even think of what to do, I feel his lips pressed on mine. I feel his hot and juicy lips and it feels just a burning hell... In a good fucking way