The Only Cure

Episode 29

Lexi: No babe, you had too much for today, you need to lower your intake. Do you want some cuddles?
Lauren: I'd love some cuddles! Come here baby, I love you!
Lexi: I love you more I say passionately kissing Lauren's lips. You have no idea how good this feels babe, you are everything I could have ever wanted.You make my life feel complete.
Lauren: Mhmm, have I ever told you how good your lips feel against mine. baby you are just so cute, I just can't get enough of you! Ough, ough I start coughing. Baby, can you get me my asthma inhaler?
Lexi: Okay, sure thing babe. Uh, um, where is it?!
Christina: Here it is Lexi, give this to Lauren!
Lexi: Here you go babe, you okay?

*LAUREN'S POV*
I use the asthma inhaler and take two pumps from it, I breathe a sigh of relief, I finally stop coughing.
* END OF POV *
Lauren: Baby, I'm feeling a lot better, thank you for saving me.
Lexi: Your welcome babe! I definitely think you should lay off the smoking, even though it's just herbal cigarettes babe, I think you should take a tolerance break.
Lauren: As much as I don't want to, I will do it for y'all, it's going to be hard and I'm probably going to hate it but I will do it. Baby, can I maybe just take a few hits from my JUUL, I just need to calm my nerves, I promise I will give it right back to you, please I say giving her adorable puppy dog eyes.
Lexi: Christina, can I let Lo take a few hits from her JUUL, she told me she would give it right back to me afterwards, I will be keeping an eye on her.
Christina: Sure, here it is I say tossing it to Lexi.
Lexi: Babe here you go but please take it slow and don't excessively vape okay my love? This is a test for us to regain your trust again, if you can use responsibly we can slowly ease you into quitting okay?
Lauren: Ok baby, I understand. Can we cuddle though I say yawning.
Lexi: Of course babe, awww are you sleepy my beautiful girl, give me kisses my gorgeous angel. I lean in pressing my lips against Lauren's taking it all in as I start to feel butterflies in my stomach. mmm, I love you Lauren!
Lauren: I love you more baby, I love how affectionate you are, why are you so cute, ahhh I love you so fricken much my love, you make me so happy I say taking a small hit from my JUUL exhaling the smoke on to Lexi's neck where I start to give her hickeys. Does that feel good baby, you want some more I say kissing her lips letting her tongue make entry into my mouth.
Lexi: Babe, please don't stop I say wrapping my arms around her waist. Your lips are so yummy babe, I just can't get enough! Do you mind if I take your shirt off?
Lauren: Not at all baby, your lips are even more yummier I say taking another hit from my JUUL blowing the smoke in her face.
Lexi: Babeeee! I can't see if you blow the smoke in my face, can I give you some hickeys on your chest?
Lauren: Absolutely but please be gentle, my chest is very sensitive.
Lexi: Of course!
Katherine: Chris, I'm back... what did I just walk in to. Laur can you please put your shirt back on before I retrieve Leo and Dom from their car seats?
Lauren: Sorry Kath, we just um uh got a little carried away if you know what I mean I say laughing out of embarrassment.
Katherine: It's okay, these things happen, it's all good hun! Do you mind covering those up on your neck, I don't want Leo and Dom seeing them.
Lauren: Sure thing!
Lexi: Babe, I'm tired. Can you lay on the couch with me and maybe get a blanket?
Lauren: Sure, I'd love to! Here it is baby, I'm going to step outside for a quick herbal cigarette, I just need to get some air.
Lexi: Ugh fine, you really can't wait until later, whatever I say in an annoyed tone. I mumble under my breath "I hope you choke on it, you'd rather be doing that than laying down with me."

Lauren: I'll be back in less than 2 minutes.

* LAUREN'S POV *
I put the cigarette to my lips and light it taking a long drag, mmm so good, I take another drag enjoying the feeling it's giving my lungs. I continue sitting on the porch smoking.
* END OF POV *
Lisa: Hey ladybug, what's up, do you mind if I sit next to you?
Lauren: Not at all Lise, I'm just taking a quick smoke break I say taking another drag, mmmm
Lisa: I can see that, here's the ashtray I got you for outside. How are you feeling lately?
Lauren: I'm hanging in there, staring to decrease my nicotine intake after chewing too much of the gum. Lexi and Christina gave me my JUUL back to regain their trust in me hoping I can vape responsibly which I'm doing really well with. Lise, can I ask you something?
Lisa: Sure thing ladybug, go ahead.
Lauren: Do you look at me differently because I smoke?
Lisa: I could never! Your my baby sister, I wish you wouldn't put nicotine into your body but I could never look at you any differently.
Lauren: Thanks Lise, can I ask you another question?
Lisa: Of course you can
Lauren: Why does Dani hate me? Dan and I used to be so close and now things are so different I say putting out the cigarette and wiping the tears off my face. I also think Lexi is mad at me.
Lisa: Aww Laur, come here I say hugging her. I don't think Dani intentionally hates you, I think she really looked up to you but after you started smoking and drinking I think she kind of felt hurt in a way. Why would Lexi be mad at you hun?
Lauren: I didn't think of it that way, I wish Dani and I could make amends but I don't see that happening if she's in a jail cell. I think Lexi's mad at me because she wanted me to lay down with her and she got annoyed when I told her I was going outside to smoke telling me "I hope you choke on it, you'd rather be doing that then laying down with me."
Lisa: Well, why don't I come inside with you and I'll give y'all some alone time to sort things out.
Lauren: Okay, baby I'm back!
Lexi: Oh it's you, your too late, I waited for you and yet you let me down, all I wanted to do was take a nap with you laying down with me.
Lauren: Baby, I'm sorry, I-I I'm s-s-sorry
Lexi: Yeah okay, your sorry, that still doesn't make things better.
Lauren: Does this make it better I say leaning in giving her a kiss on her lips.
Lexi: Hm, I think it's going to take a little more than that.
Lauren: I kiss her entire face and then kiss her lips again. Now do you feel better baby?
Lexi: Well, there is one other thing you can do.
Lauren: What is that?
Lexi: Lay down with me
Lauren: Okay!
* LAUREN'S POV *
I accidentally start drooling on Lexi's shirt, I love her so much.
* END OF POV *