Dani: Lauren are you sure you forgive me? What I did was really hurtful and I feel so bad.
Lauren: Dan, it's fine. Come here and give me a hug, I'm not mad or upset anymore, you had every right to be mad at me. I deserved it, I didn't know how bad my drug usage effected you, I only smoke herbal cigarettes and vape from my JUUL a few times a day. You maybe wanna go outside and private and talk?
Dani: I'd love that, thanks.
Lauren: Baby I'll be right back my love
Lexi: Okay!
Lauren: It is a little chilly, let's go in my car and I can turn on the heat. Let me just light up this herbal cigarette real fast because if I don't have my vape pen in my hand or a herbal cigarette I get agitated.
Dani: Herbal cigarettes aren't addictive right and they don't have an odor?
Lauren: mmmm correct
Dani: I have a pretty good idea of how nicotine effects the brain, I got a little taste of it in jail.
Lauren: Dan, are you for real? Are you sure it was nicotine? They don't allow that crap in jail!
Dani: I only did it once and unfortunately yes. It was disgusting. You know I really missed you, out of curiosity Lauren why do you use nicotine?
Lauren: It just takes the edge off, it makes me feel good, it helps me calm down. I know it's not good for me but I am lowering my intake. Listen, I'm really sorry about how I ignored you in the past. I wish I would have known sooner. Your my baby sister and I can't be mad at you anymore. What do you say we go inside? Do you mind if Lexi still lives with us?
Dani: Lauren, I would love her to live with you. Unfortunately I have to turn myself in again, I was only released to come apologize, I need to turn myself in back to police custody again by tomorrow morning or else a warrant will go out for my arrest. I'm not done serving my sentence and can't appeal again.
Lauren: Aww okay, at least let me bring you back. It's the least I could do, let me get you some more comfortable clothing too. Let's go inside and we can get you all packed up.
Dani: Okay
Lauren: Hold up Dani, let me take a few more long drags. Mhmmmm mmmm I let out a relaxed moan.
Dani; Laur, are those good?
Lauren: They are definitely good. Why?
Dani: Can I try?
Lauren: Sure, here. Take a nice long drag and then exhale slowly.
Dani: Wow, this is delicious. Can you give me a full cigarette?
Lauren: Sure here you go I say flicking the lighter.
Dani: Mhmmm so good, my tastebuds are tingling, Lauren this is so incredibly good. You don't mind if we hotbox in your car?
Lauren: Not at all, let me just get a quick hit of nicotine in my system, mmmm I say exhaling the smoke from my JUUL. I'm gonna light up another herbal cigarette, let me just put out this one. Aghh I say exhaling the remaining smoke in my lungs. You know, I could really use a Marlboro right about now but I promised Lexi I would never smoke another cigarette again. Mhmm I say inhaling the fumes from the herbal cigarette. This is so nice, so so nice. This really hits the spot.
Dani: Laur thanks for letting me smoke a herbal cigarette with you, it was definitely enjoyable. I will stay away from nicotine in jail. I definitely don't think I will be smoking herbal cigarettes though, maybe if it's just you and me alone together then I might. May I ask what the ring on your finger is?
Lauren: It's a promise ring that Lexi gave me. It's a promise that she is never to leave me and always be here for me, etc. Wow, that chamomile cigarette sure is making me sleepy, I'm sorry Dan. I might need to take a nap for a good hour and then I can help you pack up.
Dani: Whatever works for you Lauren, it's okay.
Lauren: Baby! I'm feeling sleepy, can you take a nap with me?
Lexi: Awww babe did that chamomile get to your head? Of course I will babe, come lay in my arms. Your just so cute when you get sleepy, I just can't get enough of your cuteness. Oh wow okay, I didn't know you wanted to give me hickeys while you are asleep. Babeee! Honey!! Sweetheart!! Wake up!!
Lauren: Mm oh hi baby, woah look at your neck, did I um do that?
Lexi: Yes you did. Can I make you feel good now?
Lauren: Mmm yes please, Dan can you toss me my JUUL? Yess baby right there, ugh you make me feel so good.
Dani: Here Laur!
Lauren: Thank you I say taking a long drag, mmm. Ok baby, I've had enough, lemme just try and sleep for a few more...minutes
Lexi: Just like that she's out cold. Psttt Chris! Look how cute Lauren is!
Christina: awww, she looks so peaceful. She really loves you!
Lauren: One day I'm gonna marry this... beautiful girlll in years from now...
Lexi: There she goes talking in her sleep
Lauren: I'm all, I'm really all in. In love with all your flaws and sins. Your scars are really gorgeous. Ain't that a weird way to give compliments?
Lexi: Awww she's singing in her sleep, how cute, she's so perfect. Psttt babe, wake up hun!
Lauren: Ugh, what time is it. I still feel so sleepy, I think I need to just lay down. I've never been this sleepy ever. I don't even think the chamomile has anything to do with my sleepiness. Lemme just go back to sleep.
Dani: Laur, your supposed to help me, the more you lay down the more you are going to feel sleepy. Come on get up.
Lauren: Noooo, come on, fine. Here's the stuff you can take back, you might be cold over there so here is the Sad Girls Club hoodie with the Wintergreen jogging pants. Here are socks you can wear and a pair of slippers. Your all ready!
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The Only Cure
FanfictionLauren Cimorelli is in a band with her 5 sisters. Lauren has always been the introvert. What will happen when Lauren finds a bunch of hate comments on her new EP Orange or some of the new covers on the bands channel? TW: suicide & drug abuse