The Only Cure

Episode 48

Lexi: Babe, you can't. I know it's hard, I can't be with you if you are going to use drugs in efforts to kill yourself
*Lexi's POV*
All of a sudden dozens of tears start falling down my face and I begin crying uncontrollably. I start mumbling under my breath "I can't lose you Lauren, what am I doing wrong, why does she want to relapse, I can't let her die." Out of nowhere I begin to feel small gentle kisses everywhere.
* END OF POV *
Lauren: Baby, shhhh it's okay, I am trying hard to stay clean, you have to believe me, I just don't have that spark in me anymore that I had when I consumed nicotine. I don't have that jolt of energy or feel like I'm on top of the world. Sometimes I don't even feel good enough. Who I was when I consumed nicotine was a completely different Lauren, the Lauren that wanted to smoke the pain away, the Lauren that dedicated time to smoking, the Lauren that was careless and would smoke until feeling satisfied, t-t-the-t-h-e-the Lauren who was selfish and didn't even care about her baby sisters feelings until I had to learn the hard way. I'm so sorry, if it makes you feel better I will go away, I don't want to be a burden on any of y'all, I'll be in the home studio if you need me.
Lexi: Babe wait!
Lauren: perfect, instrumental created. Lyric time....
* Lauren Singing *
light one up, got too high
felt like i was on cloud nine
took too many drugs, then got lost
nicotine gives me a feeling
a buzz that takes me up to a whole different dimension
smoke 3 more, I swear it's worth it
stuck in a daze that's how i like it.
* Ending singing *
Lexi: Babe, did you write that song?
Lauren: I um, I uh, I um, yeah I did, I know it's too dark to make a song out of.
Lexi: Keep working on it babe, it sounded incredible, listen my gorgeous girl, I love you with all my heart, nothing will ever stop me from loving you. You are not a burden, I am so fricken proud of you, I know it's been hard, that's why I wanted to try to regain your trust with nicotine gum, you get one piece only, when you really really need it, okay? Gimmie big kisses babe, mwah, mhmm, mwah.
Lauren: I love you more baby and your kisses are incredible, what do you say we take this make out sesh to our room and I can make you feel good?
Lexi: I can't say no to that! Mhmm I moan passionately kissing Lauren's lips, this is the best feeling in the whole world. keep going babe, mhmmmm.
Lauren: Baby don't stop I moan as she gives me hickeys on my neck, I begin to moan louder as I enjoy every second of this. Baby, I wanna make you feel so good too!
Lexi: Okay babe but be gentle, mhmm I moan as Lauren gives me a hickey on my collarbone, please keep going babe do not stop for nothing.
Lauren: Not even for a herbal ciggy? Hold on baby, lemme just light this up and we can continue, I go back to kissing her on
the lips as I blow smoke into her mouth.
Christina: Woops, sorry am I interrupting? I heard a lot of moaning and I wanted to make sure y'all are okay.
Lauren: ugh Chris! Turn the lights off, we were getting to the good part when you just barged in. I'm sorry Chrissy, I'm just trying to cuddle and give my baby girl some love. I haven't felt this good in a long time and I'm trying to enjoy it. As soon as we are done I promise I can set aside time to do whatever it is only on one condition, I get to smoke a herbal cigarette while we talk.
Christina: It's okay hun, absolutely. Have fun, I love you!
Lauren: Baby, I'm so tired of trying to be perfect for the fans, I feel like I have to walk on pins and needles. I'm just so tired of everything.
Lexi: Shhh babe, it's okay, everything's going to be okay my love. Babe, psttt, babe?
Lauren's POV:
I fall asleep after crying in Lexi's arms. I start snoring lightly.
*END OF POV*
Lexi: Babe, my love? You fell asleep
Lauren: I am guessing I did, mhmm I say stretching, I'm sleepyyyy, I want your loveee.
Lexi: Okay babe, relax, we can have some fun later, are you sure you want to take it a step further? How about we stick to the making out and I can make you feel good that way?
Lauren: Please baby, anything would be great, let me just go freshen up and then I'm all yours!
5 minutes later...
Lauren: Okay I'm back baby, where should we start? My mouth is watering just looking at your beautiful body. Baby can I start on your neck and make my way down?
Lexi: Go ahead babe. mhmmm I moan, ahhh don't stop babe, this feels amazing! Can we take it a step further?

Lexi's POV:
Lauren grabbed my shirt and took it off and I did the same with hers. She kept kissing my neck and went lower and lower until she reached my breasts.
Lauren then took my bra off and started to kiss my breasts.
"Baby...." moaned.
"Is this okay?" Lauren asked touching my pants and I nodded. Lauren took off my pants and then my boxers.
And started to explore my vagina with her tongue.
"Baby pleasee, keep going." I moaned while experiencing the pleasure that I recieved from her tongue. She kept exploring until she put one finger inside of me and I moaned at the sudden gesture.
*END OF POV*
Dani: EWW what the hell are y'all doing?!? Get the fuck off each other, Christina!!!
Christina: What is it Dan? Laur, Lexi, what's going on?
Lauren: Sorry Chrissy, we got ccc..carried away..