Seasons in the Sun(Nicky Byrne Fanfic)TILL THE END

Chapter 26 - If I Sing You A Love Song

KIAN'S POV

It's been a long time since I'm avoiding Gracie. I don't know what's happened to me. I love her but I want to forget her. Even Shane avoiding me I don't know what happened to him it seems that he feel the tension between the three of us. I was now heading towards our music class. I bring my guitar as the requirement of our music class. I was near to our room when I spotted Gracie that's when I realized that we're classmates in this subject she smiled at me but I snob her and chuckle. She bring her violin. I was seated five chairs far away from her. She bitterly smiled as I glanced at her. Then our other classmates seated and play their instruments some sounds is annoying and the other sounds is good. I started to play my guitar when our music professor suddenly enters in our room.

"Hello! Good morning students.  .kindly stop playing your instruments first. ."he told us and they stop playing then we stared at him.

"Okay that's good. .so. .now. .you're goin to perform to sing a song in front of the class. .since our topic is all about songs. .who wants to volunteer?"Mr. Robertson our music professor said as all of my classmates eyes looking at me. I chuckled.

"Mr. Kian John Francis Egan of Westlife? do you want to volunteer?"he asked me.

"A-a-ahmm. .sure. .just for my classmates and to you sir. ."I stand up out of my chair as I'm heading in front of my classmates then my eyes suddenly move to Gracie she gently smiled at me and in response I smiled at her too. I chuckled and started to play my guitar hopefully my voice wouldn't disappoint me. I seated in a chair in front of them.

"I dedicate this to all of you here and most especially to the one I loved most. ."I said as my eyes stuck to Gracie once again. And they murmured and giggled. I chuckled as I started to play my guitar and sing to them. They're in silent as I started to sing with my guitar. Here it goes. . .

Not A Day Goes By

I've got a picture of you
I carry in my heart
I close my eyes to see it
When the world gets dark
I got a memory of you
I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me
When the nights get cold
If you ask me how I'm doing
I say just fine
But the truth is baby
If you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that
I think of you
After all this time your still with me, it's true
Somehow you remain
Locked so deep inside, baby, oh baby
Not a day goes by
I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
Thinking you might call me
If your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
Wishing you were next to me
With your head against my heart
If you ask me how I'm doing
I say just fine
But the truth is baby if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I think you
After all this time your still with me
It's true, some how you remain
Locked so deep inside, baby baby oh baby
Not a day goes by
Minutes turn to hours and days seems to be forever that I felt this way
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time your still with me, it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
baby baby oh baby
Not a day goes by
That I don't think of you

Then all of my classmates including Gracie and our professor make a loud round of applause. Then our professor approach me shake my hand and pat my back.

"Good performance.  .Kian. ."he smiled at me as I stand and heading in my seat.

"Then. .for girls who wants to volunteer.  ."he said as he looked at Gracie's direction.

"Ms. Gracie Sicola. .do you want to volunteer?"he asked her. Then she was teased by my girl classmates. She had a hesitation but our classmates keep on teasing her then she's standing and heading in front of us. She cleared her throat first and sing.

Steep

Softly, gently, I will let you down
Cause I don't love you in the same way now
I can hold you but not with lovers arm
Cause you're more of a brother to me now
And I can lie next to you, but I can't lie to you

So I walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you the future's easy so don't weep for me it's getting steep

I loved you for exactly who you are
And I'd say you've come the nearest yet by far

And I can lie next to you, but I can't lie to you
So, I walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain
For you the future's easy, so don't weep for me it's getting steeper and in the dark that's where I want to be
Deeper, I'm goin somewhere you won't want to see

So, I walk into the sun and watched me
Run into the rain
For you the future's easy, so don't weep
Yes I will watch you
Walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the raindrops
For you the future's easy so don't weep
For me it's getting steep

A loud round of applause filled in our room just like they do for my performance. I can't believe that Gracie has an angelic voice like Lauren Christy the famous Singer who popularized that song. I felt the disappointment in her song within me. Then our music professor Mr. Ronald Robertson speak that make me awakened me in my thoughts as he speaks to Gracie.

"Ms. Gracie it seems your song is have a little bit of disappointment.  .do you?"he asked curiously to her.

"A-ahmm. .that's nothing sir. .that was all I think would be nice to respond for somebody's thoughts based on what I think. .seriously,  I frustrate that person much. .so, that song is the only way to say to him that he's important to me no matter what he thinks of me. ."Gracie said seriously as she looked in my direction but that's one second only then she smiled to us.

"Okay. .wow! awesome. .so I think he's goin to forgive you for that. .thank you for sharing it to us Ms. Gracie. .you've a good voice and performance.  .too like Mr. Kian Egan does. . .so keep it up. .!"he said as he shake Gracie's hand.

"Thank you.  .sir. ."she smiled at him and bow her head to us.

"Okay. .so, it's time to discuss our lesson of today. .which is all about songs, and singers. ."our professor said as Gracie heading and seated to her chair. I glanced at her then put my attention to our professor for our discussion. Even if Gracie don't state the name of that person but deep inside of me I know that I'm that person coz I'm the only person she frustrate the most. I drop that thoughts in order to forget about it and move on. The important is she's still the kind woman I know and I'm important to her that's enough for me. I surrender it all to destiny hoping that it will be diverted. It sounds crazy but that's the reality. True pair destined in one destination soon. I hope my positive  thoughts serves me right.

A/N:

Hello! readers. .sorry for the slow update coz my mind was fully occupied with hard thoughts this days but I dropped those useless hard thoughts I'm glad that I give an update again. This update is quiet in tension between Gracie and Kian singing a hopeful, sad but encouraging songs with each other. Hmm. .they're better now huh?! they're not so bitter as yesterdays. .so keep it up guys! . .But anyway, if you encountered something strange in this chapter please leave me a message in my inbox so that I can edit it as soon as possible. And don't forget to tap the star sign below if you like this chapter.

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