Seasons in the Sun(Nicky Byrne Fanfic)TILL THE END

Chapter 31 - Knowing the Feelings

SHANE'S POV

Hmm...it's been a week since I woe at Gracie over here in their house. But I'm not sure if I take an awesome YES! after all. But I know Gracie have the same feelings just like mine but she's just ashamed of it. Hoping that someday she'll give me a chance to tell how I felt for her. Well, back to the situation. I was here again standing in front of their gate.

"Shaney. .??"she suddenly appeared that made me shock and feeling uneasy. Guess what? Whaaahhh!!! I trembled my muscles shuffled as if I'm going to collapse anytime now.

"Shaney.  .?? are you okay?"she asked worridly to me. That's when I realized that I was looked like an idiot there. Pssst. .keep quiet.  .Hahah.  .honestly, not an idiot but I felt like I've been electrified. :-p silly I am! I tell you it's not easy to be in love. ^_^ so don't dare to be fall in love if you're not ready to feel this. :)

"Shaney???"Gracie asked again that made back to my reality.

"Ye-ye-yes???"I uttered in a stammered tone.

"Yeah! thank God! you're back into your floating thoughts. . .!"she rubbed my back comforting me.

"Hmm. .A-a-a. .e-e-e. ."I tried to speak continuously but my tongue it seems twisted. :-p Oh! my God! how can I confess what I feel if my tongue doesn't even properly function as well? whooohoo! help me. .I need to confess my feelings now. But how? oh! God! I'm so desperate to tell what I felt for her.

"Haayyy. .Shaney. .just have a sit out there.  .lets come inside. ."she welcomed me with a smile in her face. I followed her then I seated there and she was seated in front of me.

"Now. .tell me. .what's wrong with you? hmm? so that I can help you to that. ."she seriously said as if she didn't know what I'm goin to say to her.

"Ehmm. .*chuckle* . .where do I begin?"Oh! my God! what did I say? I asked her where to begin? silly questions comes out.

"Okay.  .just tell me what you feel physically..just that. .so, that I can have a help..c'mon! don't be shy Shaney. ."she encouraged me to tell something.

"Ahmm. .what will you say if someone wooer you or I mean courting you. .?"I asked her uneasily as if I'm so excited to hear those precious words to her.

"Hmm. .I will be happy if that person is appealing to me. .and have the courage to tell. .to me that he likes me. .that's all. ."she just smiled at me in her most  winsome smile that made me stuck again.

"Ehmm. .okay,what if I will do that one. .what would be your reaction.  .?"I asked her again trying to got a good and inspiring answer out of her.

"Well, it's alright if you say so. .I guess I will loved it too. ."she smiled at me again. Wow! What it probably she mean? I've a chance? okay! Shaney. .go! push it! I said to myself. I burst an exhale first before I say it.

"Ehmm...I like you Gracie. .and I want to be part of your life. .are you willing to let me in?"at last I uttered it. This is it! I was cheering deep inside me trying to figure out if I got those precious answer out of her.

"Of course Shaney! It's a yes!!! you know. .I've a crush to you long time ago! my God Shaney! I'm so happy that you felt the same way too. .!"she cheered and tightened her grip in my hands.

"Oh! really! man! Gracie. .you didn't know how happy I am right now. .! thank you! thank you!"I cheered with gladness as I hug her tight. At last I get the girl I loved a long time ago. If I just have the courage to say those words to her when we're just in our early age maybe now we're almost in years. But I think it's too early to confess that feelings in that stage. True love can wait as they say. Hmm. I think this is the right time to have it. And I'm so thankful that I already have her in my life.

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MARK'S POV

Me and my secret crush Susan McFadden is here at the park hanging around with each other. Hmm. .why it seems that my gay attitude is lost when Susan McFadden captivates me when we're just 12 years old and now still my feelings overflowed years by years into her. Now, I was seated beside her smelling her awesome scent. I don't know why I loved her scent and everything about her. I hope that she felt the same way too. Coz I loved and like her that much. I want to be a part of her life.

"Mark. ."she called me suddenly that made me back to reality.

"Yeah? what was it Sue?"I said with a bit of concerned.

"Hmm. .what if I was failed to love for someone?"she said in a gloomy voice that made me hugged her tight. I don't know what's happened to me. It seems like I just feel to hug her.

"Hmm. .I guess if you're fail then. .I'm just here Sue willing to be with you. .to cherished and to care for you. ."I said in a serious tone that made Susan looked at me and hug me tight too.

"Mark is this true?"she said gruffly as she pull me and look at me eye to eye.

"Yeah. .I'm willing to do it just for you. .are you allow me to do it?"I said seriously at here.

"Oh! Mark...of course coz you're everything to me!"she cheered out that made me realized that we've already confessed what's inside our hearts. Is this really the moment I've been waiting for? I said to myself as I look at her smiling face. The whiff of a fresh air lingers between our faces and touches our skin.

"Oh! my God! Sue thank you! I like you ever since. .you're the only girl who change and taught me that I'm a real man. .who will be in love with you. .you don't know how happy I am right now Sue. .!"I hugged her tighter now feeling each wonderful moment we had as I was caressing her back. Honestly,  I feel complete that I've the girl I want.

A/N:

Hello! readers it's me again hoping that I give an awesome update now. Wow! the four lads is in a relationship now. .my God! hopefully Kian will complete them soon Hmm. .when that could be happened? well, just hang on for the remaining 9 chapters before I will do the Epilogue. Hmm. .this is all for now. .Well, if you mind to inform me with those errors you encountered in this chapter please leave some message in my inbox whilst if you like this chapter just tap the star sign below.

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