Seasons in the Sun(Nicky Byrne Fanfic)TILL THE END

Chapter 34 - You Can't Hurry My Love

JODI'S POV

Just humming around all by myself here at the bench in front of our school. I don't know I just need to relax, smell some fresh air and to drain my mind for all those exhausted, stressing, and heavy days I've got day after day either here in school, in our house or in my personal problems and frustrations. I'd burst a deep sigh while recalling my stupid feelings for Kian. You don't have to asked me I say STUPID FEELINGS I know you all know the reason or reasons why I say that coz I know you all read my POV's from the previous chapters. Hahah don't get me wrong I know you did unless you're not read it yet. I don't want my precious tongue and voice in at hoarse. Duh? It's a useless thing to do. Gush! I almost speak a lot to you. .you better read it now so that you'll not missed it. . ;) and don't misunderstood me as well. I don't know why of all people why is this certain Kian John Francis Egan hook me up? :'( Well, I don't speak further for him coz I know you barely knew him. If you're a Westlifer you will know him.

"Hey!"somebody exclaimed that made me back to my floating thoughts. I look around but I don't see anyone calling me. So, I focus on the book I read that's been put over my lap. I just think that maybe it was just for someone. But a moment later the voice exclaimed again.

"Hey! Jodi!"now I'm sure that it was me coz my name was in it. So I turned to look around to see who's the owner of that voice and then I see the smiling face of Kian approaching towards in my direction. Waving at me.

"Oh! hello! it's you Kian! what's up?"I greeted him with a gladness and in surprised mood.

"Hmm. .I'm fine. .despite of those hard days I experience those days ago. ."he said seated beside me making a deep sigh in relief.

"Hmm. .we're just the same indeed. .I think it's part of growing up. .although it's a hinder to our life but we need to cope up with it and we've to contemplate our mind as well.  .life's like this full of unexpected misery, happiness and other bad or good moments that we must experience along the way. .but we don't have to complicate and contempt everyone or things that's barely related to us coz the problems wouldn't be solved if we exaggerate the problems.  ."I seriously said. Gush! I almost cried and touched in my own statement. Hey! I'm that emotional? well, coz it's true when the conversation is goin heavier like this. I'm goin to turns out being emotional like this. But psssh!!! keep quiet Kian is here with me. I don't want to be humiliated . Hahah :-p

"Hey! are you okay? there Jodi?"Kian suddenly ask me that made me shocked like this.

O_______O!!! Nyahahah. :-p .Funny I am noticing myself smiling and talking with you from nowhere like this. heheh. The silly part of me entered. :D ;)

---->>> well, back to the conversation ;)

"Ye-yah! just don't mind me Kian I'm fine. .*wink*!" I said twinkling my very ever sparkling beautiful eyes as I'm stammering. Hahah. The heavy atmosphere became light because of my silliness ;)

"Hmm. .okay.  ."he said while grinning at me. That grin makes me! ouch!!! I want to scream out loud with blissfulness! but as I just check the students is all around. Very humiliated! Gush! I don't have that kinda confidence! ;)

"Well, *clearing my throat* how are you with Gracie now? Now that she's with Shane now?. ."I asked him acted in a serious tone again looking at him pathetically. Scanning his face if he act something strange our what.

"Well, *sigh, leaning his back at the back support of the bench. .which we've been seated* I'm in the stage of accepting the fact that me and Gracie isn't meant to each other.  ."he said in contorted voice. I'm pity for him. He don't deserve to experience this either. He's so kind and good to everyone. If possible I'm the carrier of his burdens coz I can't afford to see him like this. Hurt. Forbidden. Fleecing someone that isn't for him. I hope someday he realized that he noticed and feel me that I'm always here for him. No matter what happens. I wished I would replaced that Gracie someday hopefully it will be granted. Sigh.

Why of all girls! why is that Gracie? Kian deserves someone better. I'm not saying that is was me (hopefully it will be so that I can fill it out. I'm willing to wait either. Coz they say that TRUE LOVE CAN WAIT LONG.) Someone that would care, love him and stay for him until the end of time.

"Well, it's okay Kian you can totally recovered it soon. .and you'll find someone who deserves your love. .just feel them or her maybe she's just here around. ."I said as I rubbed his back for a comfort.

"Thank you Jodi. .thank you for always being here for me. .especially in times like this. ."he said as he pathetically looked at me.

"Hmm. .it's okay.  .I'm your friend and someone you can rely on. ."I said while silently emphasizing the word someone so that it can't be too obvious that I'm flirting for his attention. It's enough that he's here beside me comforting him in times like this.

"Well, you did you find someone. .? I mean someone you aim to love?"he said that made me in shocked again like this O____O. I've been in that mode for 60 seconds. Gush! why this shocks exaggerated? oh! no! no! I shook my head. I cleared my throat before I speak.

"Uhmm. .I think there's but he's busy with his own life now. .so since I'm not in a hurry. .then I'm going to wait until he realized that I'm always here for him. ."I said as I smiled scanning his face if he can guess on who am I referring too. I hope he realized it not by letting it but only in his mind. I'm happy if he realized that it was HIM I'm referring all about. ;) I'm willing to wait for him either.

"Well, make sure that he's good not a troublesome and stubborn guy. .so that he will taste my punch. .yeah?"He said in a protective tone that made me aroused my feelings for him. He's my KNIGHT AND SHINNING ARMOR ;) <3 it. *blush! blush! blush!* heheh. Psh! Hahah. .keep quiet out there people.

"Wow! thank you for that. .Kian! but hey, I just need to go to the cafeteria I need to take my lunch. .I'm terribly hungry. .will you join me?"I changed the topic coz my tummy is crooking that made me realized that I missed my eating hobby. Hahah. :-p .Join me in if you want too. ;) it's my treat since I'm in a good mood now because of what just Kian saying a minute ago.

"Okay.  .yes! I think I loved it too. .let's go?!"he said then we're walking towards the cafeteria now. Hmm. .see yah! ;) ^_^

A/N:
Hello! there. .glad to make an update again today! hmm. .I'm just in the mood today although  my eyes is tired. .heheh. .my brainy is functioning as well so there's no reason to don't wrote an update here. But anyway, many moments or shall I say unexpected moments for the remaining chapters. So, just keep on reading.  Well, if you mind to inform me about the errors here in this chapter or whatsoever you encountered here please just comment or message me so that I can make an update or I may say something about it. If you want this chapter please tap the person below. If you want to keep in touch with my Fanfictions or stories just tap the follow button in my Wattpad profile below in my profile pic.

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