From Sunrise To Starlight ✨

Make hay while the confessions rise

Enough.

I thought to myself.

I hated him in that moment.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I instantly bent down, taking both my heels off and carrying them in my hand as Aakarsh just stood there stunned and confused at my behaviour.

And I started walking past him.

That's when I heard him cursing under his breathe.

"Aarohi... Where are you going?" He called out in a voice that almost seeked forgiveness.

But i didn't stop, I kept walking.

"Aarohi, listen to me!" He was now following me.

But I kept walking.

"Aarohi, that's a dead end. Where are you going?" He said stating the obvious.

I kept walking towards what seemed like a warehouse.

"AAROHI! STOP." he said. This time his voice,commanding.

And I did. Even if I didn't want to I did.

"Turn around, look at me." He said.

And I did. I just followed his voice. As much as I hated it his voice had this effect on me.

"What!? I'm just trying to stay the fuck away from you." I snapped.

There i saw a glimpse of GUILT flashing across his dark eyes.

"Listen I..." He said stepping towards me  But before he could complete I jumped in.

"NO. You listen to me.
1)You have no justification for what you did there.
2) Samrat was drunk, you were not.
3) I didn't ask you to jump in.
4) The drink was an accident and it wouldn't have happened if you were not provoking Samrat by being your cold self.
5) You have no rights... NO FUCKING rights to snap at me especially when I'm sorry for what I did."
I kept blabbering as I moved backwards, taking a step with each of the condition I kept.

"Aarohi... Could you please..." He started trying to continue.

But I won't let him, otherwise he'll see me cry today. Which I didn't wanted to.

"NO! You just are impossible. One moment you are snapping at me for being loud. Other moment you are snapping at me for putting myself in danger. One minute you're calling me a mad woman. Other minute you're smiling...OH GOD! BLOODY smiling at my face stargazing with me..." I just let it all out. But then I stopped thinking about what happened after.

All the horrific memories came rushing back to me. The lady, the eyes.

I saw colour draining from his face as I mentioned that night. I still wanted to know if he saw her, I somewhere knew something was wrong with him since that night.

But then he spoke.

"So what am I supposed to do? Stay quiet while you just struggle around your drunk summer fling trying to force you into something you didn't wanted to do? None of your friends were here. I had to.. I just... It just came to me... I don't know." He started talking like he was lecturing a student.

That's the most I've seen him talk.

I let out a hurtful laugh.

"SUMMER FLING? Oh yes so this is what it is about now. You really think very high of me Aakarsh..you really think I'm one of those mmpphh.." and before I could complete I fell on my butt into a pile of hay.

Just the perfect way to make this night even more disastrous.

"Why the heck am I so CLUMSY all the fucking... time!" I said my voice muffled by the hay that was now covering my face my body and what not.