Harry's POV
Sunday morning and today was definitely going to be a day of rest. I had spent most of the night unable to sleep, my head full of thoughts. I didn't know why but yesterday I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach that something was wrong. I know he said that he was rough, I did expect that after a night with the boys, but no contact at all and no reply to my messages was unusual, we would message constantly day and night usually no matter what was going on in our lives. When we spoke last night, after I had rung him, he seemed to be in a rush to get off the phone. Maybe I'm being paranoid.
It was around 1pm when I finally heard from him. I had resisted the temptation to contact him all day. it was hard but I knew that I needed to let Lou be the first to reach out.
"Good afternoon darling" I answered, trying to sound chirpy not wanting him to know I had any doubts or worries.
"Hi Babe, you okay?" he sounded quiet, there was defiantly something, but I wasn't going to push it.
"I'm great" I lied "how's your head this morning?"
We continued with the small talk, batting around the houses for around five minutes, then it came.
"Harry, can I talk to you" He sounded almost nervous, making me feel even more worried.
"Darling, you can talk to me about anything, you know this. What's on your mind?"
I could hear the deep breath Lou took as I held mine waiting for him to continue.
"Well, you know that I have never been happier since the day we met, you know you mean the world to me." I could already hear the 'but'
"Well, when we went out on Friday, we had a great night and drinks were flowing"
"Please Lou, what are you telling me?" I interrupted; I knew there was nothing good coming my way.
"Harry I'm so sorry, I feel awful"
"What!" I almost shouted down the phone. "Just tell me please"
I got a little drunk and we ended up at a club and I ended up talking to someone and well erm we endedupbackhere.... " He rushed out his words as if that would make the sentence any easier." I didn't catch the last bit Lou, slow down and take a breath okay" I could hear the panic in his voice.
"We ended up back here. Harry I'm so sorry"
We sat in silence for what seemed like forever though probably a minute top's.
"Did you..." I started before I was cut off.
"We kissed and messed about a bit, but we didn't have sex, I woke up in the morning and asked him to leave. I told him that we weren't doing this, and I told him I had made a mistake... I huge mistake Harry."
"Okay, look we are not in a relationship, we haven't made a commitment to each other, apart from spending Christmas together" I sighed at the last part. I was so looking forward to spending time with him.
"Let's just take some time out, you need to think about what you want and so do I Okay?" That not being what I wanted but I needed to be strong.
"But I know what I want, I want you" his voice starting to break a little. "I want you Harry, I'm so sorry"
"Me too Lou, me too. Message me later okay"
And with that I hung up the call, not knowing what to think. Had I over reacted? we weren't exactly in a relationship, but we were something. I really didn't know what to think anymore.
Maybe I could speak to Niall, He was Louis best friend and we had got on great when I went out with them. I looked through socials trying to locate a profile from pictures he had been tagged in.
Hi Niall, Its Harry. Sorry to message you out of the blue but I wondered if you could help. I've just spoken with louis regarding Saturday night, I could really do with some advice.
I wasn't sure if I had done the right thing, but I needed something. I didn't want to give up on Lou, but I also didn't want to get even more hurt than I was right now.
Keeping my phone close incase Niall replied, I pulled the duvet over me wanting to just hide away.
I was just about to sleep when my phone buzzed notifying me of a message, I looked and could see this was from Instagram. I quickly opened it knowing that this was the reply I was waiting for.
Hi Harry, good to hear from you. I too have spoken with Louis and to say he is absolutely devastated is an understatement. I have no idea what made him do what he did that night but i do know that he regrets it. What advise do you need?
I know he regrets it; I could hear that in his voice. Maybe we just need to give it some time.
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