Only for me | Draco Malfoy

3.

I'm not as much of a bitch after two shots as I usually am.

I usually have a smile on my face after four shots.

After six, I begin to feel that beautiful carelessness wash over me. I'm not particularly concerned with anything. It doesn't bother me that people are touching me. I don't mind if people are staring at me. I don't mind if people are gossiping about me. I simply... don't care.

It's pure bliss.

It also explains why I'm sitting in Elijah's hot tub with Ryder's arm around me. He was rubbing circles on my shoulder with his hand. My head was tilted back, my eyes closed, and I was just feeling. The swaying in my head was undoubtedly caused by the vodka. I could feel the warmth of the water on my almost naked body. Ryder's rough skin was contrasting sharply with my soft skin. It feels good to feel again.

"Come on, babe." Ryder nudged me, and I slowly raised my head, opening my eyes and remembering where I was.

Ryder was holding a joint in his fingers and offering it to me. I smiled and took it from him, inhaling a few puffs and feeling the effects in my body almost immediately. Weed. They say it's bad, but how can something that makes you feel so good be harmful?

As I exhaled, I noticed the smoke swirling and mixing with the steam rising from the water. The way it moved through the air, changing and forming shapes until it vanished into the wind. There isn't much that I find beautiful anymore, but that was close.

I handed the joint to Kaitlin, who was straddling Louis. Those two were the PDA poster children. I didn't mind because they were clearly obsessed with each other. I was jealous at times that Kaitlin had someone who looked at her like that. As if she were the most absorbing person on the planet. Nobody ever looks at me like that. They just stare at me as if they want to fuck me.

I sighed as I felt the weed and alcohol work their way through my body, dulling and electrifying my senses at the same time. I leant my head on Ryder's shoulder, and he responded with a quick tug on my waist, pulling my body closer to his. The music was blaring from the speakers, and I could just make out Sarah's giggles as Jacob whispered into her ear.

"Hey, Angeline." A deep voice entered my ear.

It took me a second to realise who was speaking to me, with a sly smile on his face. He was in the hot tub across from me, leaning back with both arms outstretched and resting on the edge.

"Elijah." I slurred back, cocking my head and smiling at him.

"I don't believe you've thanked me for using my house yet." Elijah said with a cocky grin on his lips.

"No?" As I pushed off Ryder's body and walked across the hot tub, I asked.

It was a big fucking hot tub, so I had to take a few steps. Elijah reached out his arms to me as I straddled him, my legs on either side of his lap. I wrapped my arms around his neck and leant in to whisper into his ear.

"Thank you very much, Elijah." I kissed his jawline quickly before flinging myself off him and into the seat besides him.

Elijah chuckled as he placed his hand on my thigh and pulled my leg over him.

"Remind me never to say no to you if this is how you express your appreciation." Elijah said quietly, his fingers beginning to draw circles on my inner thigh, creeping higher and higher as he went.

"You never say no me." I reminded him, grabbing his hand before it got too far up.

"Does anyone?" Elijah's eyes were darkened, and they flickered down to my lips as he drew closer.