cutie bestie ➸ nunew x nat ✔

fourteen

"You've been here every day Yi" Lian sat next to Yi. He was so messy and wasted already. Cause he's been drinking for an hour already.

Lian got finally a free time and he went first to the pentagon to check on his friend there.

"Oh, my dear friend at last you came. Come drink with me" Yi gave Lian a glass of beer. He didn't even refuse it and he drank it straight.

He was not in the Pentagon for while. Because he was so busy with his work and the same time he tried to make himself busy in the meantime to cool himself down for a bit. But he can't deny to himself he misses Kuea so much.

"So how's everything on you Yi?" Lian started. He wants to catch up to Yi's situation.

"You have the guts to ask me the same question" Yi only sneered at his friend while he is shaking his head in disbelief.

"Come on, we haven't seen each other for a meantime"

"It's still damn same"

"Didn't you do anything to Diao? Didn't you talk for a while?" he curiously asked him.

"Bro the last time we talk when he was packing his things at my house" he answer then he proceed to chug the whole glass of beer.

Lian stares at his friend as he felt the same thing happening to him. He tapped his shoulder and gave him an assuring smile. Yi nodded repeatedly to Lian.

"You still bare with it? If I were you I was losing my shit already. It's been a week since Kuea left the house and even trace with me. It's hard to cope" Lian slowly open up to his friend. Yi knew it was time to give Lian time to open himself and he is willing to listen to him all night long. "You should move right now Yi. You do what it takes to make him back right?" Yi's face changed after he just hear that him.

"So you want me to make up with Diao?" Yi still tries to understand Lian in that part.

"What else? Don't you love him anymore?" Lian tries to provoke Yi but it doesn't help. Yi knew to himself what he was doing right now.

"Is that even a question?" 

"Then why don't you chase him?"

"Like what?? Like you did to Kuea? Seriously I won't do that. I am pathetic enough. I would be a big loser in front of him" Yi was almost on the edge right now.

"So you actually letting him go like that?" Yi only let a sigh.

"You know when Kuea was in your place. We talked and I asked a favor to look over to Diao for me. He got pissed about it and I realize he was right"

"I just don't understand, you love him but why can't you fight for him"

"I love him but I did a huge mistake with him and it's not for treating him better. It was all my fault"

"I can't believe seeing you as this" Yi ignores it. He doesn't want to argue with his friend anymore. He knew he was a little bit tipsy that's why he was acting impulsive and unreasonable.

"How about you? How do things go in your way?" Yi just asked for anything just to change the topic.

"I will not give up on him" Yi was frustrated to see Lian like this.

"Lian, are you hearing yourself? He left you and even broke off your marriage. What else are you holding on to?"

"Yi you know how much I worked hard to prove myself to the Keerati family that I am worth it to their son" Lian tearing up and he can't control himself anymore. He started to cry like a baby and Yi was there trying to comfort him by tapping his shoulder. He also can't believe seeing Lian like this cause he never saw him cry before. He was only wearing a serious face feels like he has no feelings at all.